today was a sucky day. period. both parents were at home, they were either teaching me math, asking me to play the piano, asking me to help them out with the new mp3 player, nagging at me, ordering me to do this and that. ONE WHOLE DAY WASTED JUST LIKE THAT!! ugh. i want to get out of THE house, well i just want to be alone in my room, without my parents checking on me every freaking MINUTE!!! it's a school holiday tomorrow((: but my father will be at home + i'll be having piano lessons))))): i expect tomorrow to turn out as bad as today. I DESPERATELY NEED SOME SPACE AND SOMEONE TO CHEER ME UP! ok. shall stop complaining and i sound psychotic?
today totally didnt felt like national day to me. well, i want wearing red, instead i was wearing black. heh. anyway, went for lunch at about 12nn came back at 1pm then i had my oh-so-interesting math lessons with my oh-so-dearest father for 3 FEAKING HOURS!!! then played the piano for 2 hours. and my life ended somewhere around there. yep, was then annoyed and lethargic for the rest of the day, actually not much of the day was left, had dinner ate curry fish head YUMMILICIOUS!! it has been a loong time since i've ate that, and guess what? the fish's eyeballs were great too!!!(: its nice squishy and delicious! sounds gross eh? yup. wanted to go yongling's house as lucille was there and i wld like to escape from my parents for like awhile, but i didnt go in the end. my father: "you dont go there and do weird christian stuff" and i was like:" BUT IM A CHRISTIAN!!!" and he was like:"it's different you dont understand" i was pissed. then i was like FINE! and ya. end of story. shall go now, pray that i'll survive piano.. and my father. tata!(: