hi people, im depressed. some ppl will know why. yep, but i think its natural to feel that way. it is. i think.im just very lost. i no longer know who i respect most. its like i lost the respect for them. yep i did. well. it was really traumatic. cried myself to sleep yesterday night.. well.. yes, eyes were puffy and swollen today. ahuh, not nice. but who cares. i don care anymore.
had piano yesterday. NOT NICE! yup. before that mr sim came over to get his scores. yup caught on recent stuff and yup. then had piano. wah sucked badly. but i guess she cant be bothered with me anymore. might as well let me fail. theory i cant compose for nuts i tell you! yes. sigh. then well watched man hunt halfway then my father came to off my tv. found passion of the christ for rachel though i'd rather not found out anything.. yes.
lord, grant me strength. amen.yup. next day, was quite relaxed i just kept sleeping throughout the lessons. sleep. heh. and had pastamania!!! yummy the creamy chicken is really really creamy! oh gosh *rubs tummy. then went around fun. then went home lucille came over!! was laughing like mad. she's really really funny. and then she slept while doing chemistry. and i only woke her up after doing the whole paper. haha! yep and mr tang told us that band girls cant go for the forensic science thing. BBAAAHHH! clashes with band camp. there goes my chance. sigh. but i guess i cant help it. i hope band camp will be fun. and.. I HATE SHARINGS. im in no state to share anything now..