i hate my life. yes i do. i cant stand it. well lets start from saturday.
sat:
woke up at like 8. den snooze and ya. all the shit. went for band as usual.. and ya lucille thought it starts at 10 well but it starts at 8. ahuh. mr tan was exceptionally happy. i dunno why. but well. he appears that way. it is kinda scary. cos he called saxophones e lawn mower? 2nd and 3rd hair dryer. 1st clarinets duck? oboes the suona. and the flutes whistle. weird. but ya. it wasnt that bad. quite funny. but did all the running notes la. auditions will be on the monday. i'll be tested by jacinta. haha. yupyup. den after band me and teresa rushed to lucille's church. well. i ate old chang kee. haha. but it was fun. enjoed myself at her church. haha. i was the target woman. horrible. i needed teresa and rachel to hug me la!!! to protect that piece of cardboard. oh well. haha. den after that it was drenched la. haha. i failed but the second cardboard well. i wasnt the target anymore. it was john. he went running arnd. but he didmuch better job of cos. yup. den the next game was captain water bomb or sth. well that one was nicer. haha. other than the fact that the bomb keeps bursting!! haha. ya. but it was damn scary as some were quite competitive. but still had fun. haha. yup. den changed man. was wet!! den we sat around. talked and went home at like 6++? yup. my father was super irritating. i cant stand it!!!!!!!!!!! well. i did my chinese in order to go for church today. yup.. i did biology and den chinese copied bout 25 words or sth. ya. was too tired cant continue. den yup. father scolded me again.
today:
i woke at 8.30 to do my chinese as i have promised my father. i did it all the way to 10. and i stopped wanting to go to change to prepare to go for church. i still left 16 sentences uncopied out of the 72 that i am suppose to do. yup told my father i'll continur today night. when i come home. but then he scolded me again. dont ask me why i get so much scolding. it really truly sucks like shit. he obviously wanted me to not go for church. so i have to oblige rgt?? so i went back to my room throw all my clothes back into my cupboard and finished my 16 sentences. but by the time i didnt have enough time to go for church anymore. so in e end i gave up. i didnt go for church. i hate it. i really hate my life. i am not allowed to go church!!!! a holy place!!!and all i requested was to come home to finish the 16 sentences that can be completed in 40 mins time!!!!! and all i get back is a bunch of scoldings. you know what if i have very low social skills it my father's fault he doesnt alllow me to go online to talk on the phone or to sms. not even to a girl!!!! well thats my day. i completed like bio and chinese left math and english. havent borrow the books yet. well. tt bout it. i hate my life.