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2007-05-26T05:43:00.000-07:00

SISC. :D
I LOVED THIS SISC WEEK! :):):):) IT WAS SO DAMN FUN! hahahahah! I'm going high thinking about it. I love all the fellow SLOs and I made more than 50 friends in a week! :D Both international and local! :D They are all nice and fun people!

Went to send the Zhongshan girls off today. Man, I felt so sad luhh! It wasn't as bad as yesterday though. They sang their school song for Wu Si and I as they promised and I was nearly moved to tears plus, some of them like the pretty Yu-Han was crying! Ahhh! They're really sweet, gonna miss them loads!

Oh oh oh! I must mention ATSUSHI he's the cutest jap guy I've ever seen! He's damn nice lah! haha! and there's Khim Shin who looks like a super huggable potato! :) The Russians that everyone is crazy over, Kunghee, the SUPER CUTEEEE KOREAN GIRL, and last but not least, my ZHONGSHAN GIRLS! Whoo!

They are all damn nice lahh! :( Miss them already. hahah! And I'm glad I got to know Amira, Xiu Hui, Bernie, Xin Yuan, Bing Xing, WU SI, Daixi etc etc... Bernie, Xiu Hui and I were damn crazy lah, we bought the shrek ears to wear at the science centre! and oh my gosh, I saw mrs Toh at the science centre! :D What a coincidence! hahaha! We brought Atsushi around the science park and he said he had fun! wheee! As what Bernie said, we're good hosts.

There were many many other stuff that happened that I cant recall now, but it can be summed up as fun and memorable(hah! how ironic)! but yeah. thats about it, gonna go back to studying mode soon. BOO! ):

Went out with Mr MUSSEL today! :D
<3 Michelle

2007-04-21T08:43:00.000-07:00

Yellow all.
Life sucks shit. I dread every school day, and its getting worse and worse every week due to the massive amount of homework. There's nothing to look forward to anymore, and even if there was something to look forward to, somehow or someway, it would be cancelled. And there you go, I would be even sadder than before. Or maybe its just pms. gahhh! I feel like cursing and that haven't occured to me in a looooooooooooooooooooonnnng time. What's happening to me?

Sighh. On a lighter note, there's always TERESA in school :D and I guess there's church where I can indulge in God's love. My life ends here. yeap. How pathetic.

I shall stop wallowing in self pity and get a hold of myself, maybe cry the whole night away and start a new life tmr or something. fish.
Two years! fish. Good luck, michelle.

How I wish Siggy and Monkey can transfer out of SA and come to nj and we'll all be in the same class! HOW FUN! okay, stop dreaming.

i know i've been extremely moody and unreasonable these few days.
all i can say that i really hope it'll pass and everything will be better soon, and i hope it didn't affect you. i'm sorry! ):

<3 NAHNAH.

2007-03-18T06:04:00.000-07:00

Holidays <3
Dang it, there goes my March holidays. ): Time flies when we're having fun huh. I went out with the IJ girls everyday. Okay, maybe every other day will be more appropriate. But anyhows, I had lotsa fun! :) I went out every single dayy! Yippeee!

I get to see TERESA in school tmr! :D FINALLY, I miss seeing her around so badly. hah! I have ONE friend in NJ. hah! Okay, I'm just kidding. There's Euodia and Sumin and some others at least. gahh.

And its amazing how I treat my family members much better when I'm sad as compared to when I'm happy. Oh wells. I'm gonna be happy! :D

Love,
NAHNAH NAH!

2007-03-14T23:57:00.000-07:00

Once a Saint, Always a Saint.
Yea! I'm still a Saint! :D and an NJ-cian at the same time. Boo for the latter. ): Well, but at least I'm in the same school as Teresa Chua! :D YAYYYY! And the best thing about NJ is their BUBBLETEA! :D Its freaking nice and somewhat, fattening! hahah!

Anyhows, I still miss 07S14 like crap! ): I miss the LC and all the other people.

We were at Monkey's house. Goldie! (:

THE GIRLS. Clair, Yangyang, Siggy and Me.

07S14! :D

2007-02-17T01:10:00.000-08:00

HELLO ALL!
It has been a long time since I've blogged. heh. Life's been gooooooood. :D and I LOVE SAJC <3 Sadly, I can't stay there after first three months. booooo... I'm gonna miss the LAZY CLUBBERS mann and of course, the rest of 07S14. gahh. oh yeah, I forgot to introduce the LC members. Theres SIGGY(new best IJ friend, the life of the class), MONKEY(as known as ZHIYI, gay and sick), CC(yo chen chuan, OG cum CG mate), NOSIDE(edison, zong yao, LEAST LAZY), ME(NAHNAH) and sean? haha! yeap. LOVE THEM! gahhh.

I'm a happy girl! :D credits to BB.

Love,
NAHNAH.

2007-01-08T00:05:00.000-08:00

A BRAND NEW YEAR.
yeapp. Okay, I know this post came really late, but yeahh. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D I'm currently posted to Saint Andrew's Junior College. Therefore, I'm no longer an IJ girl. :( I certainly miss IJ alot! Especially all the familiar faces. GAHH! Anyways, will blog about SA's Orientation. haha!

Day one : Met Sharon early in the morning at 6.10. :) I love Sharon but I miss Lucille alot. :( We reached SA at around 7.10? It was definitely a looong journey compared to the short 20 mins mrt ride from sembawang to toa payoh. Okay anyways, met Nicole, Grace, Joanne and Ernica at SA and we parted ways again at the Cultural Centre(CC). :( I've never seen so many new faces before since I was in sec 1. Gahh. I certainly didn't like that feeling. Anyhows, we broke up to our respective OGs for ice breakers. It was REALLY HARD trying to remember all the names! (Okay, this is getting really lengthy and dragging, I'm just gonna briefly describe the day) yeapp, we were all sorted by our passport number so there were MANY MANY DECEMBER BABIES! :D Next up was mass dance! DID I TELL YOU MY PARTNER, RAHUL, IS SKINNIER THAN ME?! It was fun although I really suck at dancing.

Day two: It was really fun. We had wet games that day! Our OG26 went HIGH after awhile and we decided to be EXTREMELY ENTHU to score more points for enthusiasm! We did get like full marks after that! :D GO OG 26! And I absolutely love the Tazulla cheer!

T, Tazulla uh
T, T, Tazulla uh.
T, Tazulla uh
T, T, Tazulla UHH..

It's REALLY HILARIOUS! You should see the actions man! WHOO! It can make one roll on the floor! hahah! Anyways, my voice died that day.

Day three: THE LAST DAY! :( There was the Finale and DISCO NIGHT which rocked. :D oh yeahh. There was this CIP thingy and I screwed my cup up. haha! The remaining time were solely dedicated to RAISE my voice and CHEERING like nobody's business. In the end, I lost my voice ONCE AGAIN and it broke again and it went even lower and coarse. yay me. haha! but I had fun! Following that was DISCO NIGHT! I danced and jumped like nobody's business. To people who know me, you all know that I go alil high and crazy at night! :D :D :D It was really FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN! After all the dancing and sweating, it was OG SUPPER, yeah man! The 10 bucks fried rice was HUGE. 5 people couldn't finish up the whole plate! haha! Then it was home sweet home.

Apart from all the fun in SA, I really miss all my ij friends alot! RACHEL TAN! TERESA CHUA! LUCILLE TAY! GRACE CHEE! ADELE GOH! CHIN RUI SHAN! NICOLE LEK! Gahh! I miss all those familiar faces! :( Anyhows. Shall end here!

<3 Michelle

2006-12-26T06:20:00.000-08:00

:D
yeap. I just came back not long ago from the sleepover at Adele's house! WHOO! It was FUN! :D There were lotsa pigging out sessions. All of us (Teresa, Lucille, Adele and I, Grace too, but she didn't eat much and she didn't stay over) ate about the whole day's worth of food in a meal. yeap. That was how bad or more appropriately, good it was.

BRIDGE is the funnest game on Earth. We played all day and all night! HAHA! It was so fun! Although i lost like nearly 75% of the rounds we played.

MAHJONG was good too! :D But Adele claims she's better at cards than tiles! haha! Thats cause she's good at bridge. GAHHH.

We played all the way till 5AM. Next was Memoirs of a Geisha. well, lets say the only person that managed to keep her eyelids up was LUCILLE TAY. Teresa and I slept after a matter of 5 minutes. By the way, it was already 6AM in the morning then. Lucille slept at 8. We all woke up at 1PM. haha! Then it was BRUNCH at 2! And once again, we were fed until we couldnt take it no more! :D Next, it was BRIDGE. :) and home. :(

Going off to malaysia tmr! GAHH.
<3 Michelle

2006-12-18T07:27:00.000-08:00

shop, shop, shop till I drop! :D
Went shopping with mommy today and yesterday! It was productive! Heh! She's been complaining about how she spent so much more on me than on she, herself. Ah wells, I'm a high maintenance kid! :D

I'm enjoying myself nowadays! Saturday was superbly fun! It was hilarious! I was nearly awarded the 'Best Female Longkang Bowler' prize! HAHA! Please don't ask me what my score is. I was so surprised that someone scored even lower than me. Even Joel(the best male longkang player) score was nearly twice of mine. :/ Plus, the people there are really really NICE! Hui Yi is so freaking cute and Hui Min is so FUNNAYE! Despite the differences(language and everything okay, this doesn't include Joel) I still enjoyed myself very much with them! :D :D And they were so nice they gave me the Stitch that they managed to get! love it!

Okay, shall end here!
<3<3<3

2006-12-15T04:23:00.000-08:00

Sharon is coming over soon! So I shall speed up and complete this before she comes! :D

Today was FUN! :] Sharon and I went Bugis to do some shopping. It was gooodd.. The stuff there are really reasonable and much cheaper than those you find at town or vivocity :) Sharon love white shoes and bags, I love white bags but red/black pointe shoes! :DD Appealling to all those generous hearts out there.... okayy, i should shut.

Anyways, I got my bag today! :D It was surprisingly cheap! lalalala... and Sharon got her ankle socks!

shall update more some other time,
Michelle!

and p.s. WHO'S GOING TO SAJC?! :(

2006-12-13T05:31:00.000-08:00

HELLO ALL! it's been a loooooonnnngggg.... time since I've updated this smelly, dusty, old blog of mine :D

Its the HOLIDAYS! Life has been good although it tends to get quite boring at times when i have nothing to do. It was definitely torturous to stay home the whole day without anybody coming over to watch FULLHOUSE :]:]:] Pardon me and my obsession over Rain's shy smile! :) :)

Rachel and I went to the Singapore Science Centre today! :D It ROCKED! But the sad thing was that we didn't have enough time to explore the 2nd level (should have been kiasu and be there at 10am or something) oh wells, it was nevertheless very enjoyable! And guess what? Today is the FIRST time i saw rachel this week, thats VERY UNUSUAL. ahuh -glares at Rachel.

And here goes to all the generous souls out there:

I NEED MONEY!

yeahh. I need to get THE essentials for next year!

namely WALLET; BAG; SHOES!

thats all im asking for mann. GRRR.
And to make matters worse, I found my DREAM WALLET(for the momment, that is)

I want that. 48 bucks. Ouch is the word.

Anyhows, posting results tmr!
Oh goodness gracious! I'm scared! Good luck all!

<3 NAHNAH NAH!

2006-10-09T06:34:00.000-07:00

im in LOVE with Why (:

We rode into town the other day,
just me and my daddy.
he said I’d finally reached that age,
and I could ride next to him on a horse
that of course, was not quite as wild.
We heard a crowd of people shouting,
and so we stopped to find out why.
There was that man that my dad said he loved,
but today there was fear in his eyes.

So I said, “Daddy, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe?
I bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows.
Daddy please, can’t you do something?
He looks as though He’s gonna cry.
You said He was stronger than all of those guys;
Daddy, please tell me why.
Why does everyone want Him to die?”

Later that day, the sky grew cloudy,
and Daddy said I should go inside.
Somehow he knew things would get stormy.
Boy was he right, but I could not keep from wondering
if there was something he had to hide.
So after he left, I had to find out.
I was not afraid of getting lost.
So I followed the crowds to a hill
where I knew men had been killed,
and I heard a voice come from the cross.

And it said, “Father, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my robe?
This crown of thorns hurts me more than it shows.
Father please, can’t you do something?
I know that You must hear my cry.
I thought I could handle a cross of this size.
Father, remind me why.
Why does everyone want me to die?
Oh, when will I understand why?”

My precious son, I hear them screaming.
I’m watching the face of the enemy beaming.
But soon I will clothe you in robes of my own.
Jesus, this hurts me much more than you know,
but this dark hour, I must do nothing,
though I’ve heard your unbearable cry.
The power in your blood destroys all of the lies;
soon you’ll see past their unmerciful eyes.
Look, there below, see the child
trembling by her father’s side.
Now I can tell you why...
she is why you must die.

IT ROCKS SOCKS! (:

anyways, life has been GOOD! minus the horrid theif who STOLE MY PHONE! grr. so yeahh, i lost ALL my contacts. greatt. ugh!

i need to study.
study study study. STUDY MICHELLE!

today was rather unproductive! ended up talking. yeah, at least it was enjoyable. I SO WANT TO GO TO THE GALLERY! BAHH! why does it have to close at 5? ): dang it.. haha. BUT im going there again with rachie rach tomorrow! :D

thats it! BYE!
<3 nahnahnah!

2006-09-30T09:00:00.000-07:00

study study study... UGH!
sigh, prelims are over, break is over and i've got to start studying AGAIN. BAHHH..

today was good (: had fun at night with lucille at seletar country club. The only sucky thing was that we HAD TO CALL A CAB. Cause it would have taken us 100 years to walk down the slope. Plus, we werent in the best kinda footwear to jog or whatsoever. HAHA! Lucille was in heels! THE HEELS THAT WE GOT HER! :D

And im madly in love with chasing cars and unfaithful. credits to ruishan for sending me the songs. :] its been such a long time since i've used the square bracket smiley. I miss it :] :] :] :] ....

I'm really happy nowadays, though my parents have been behaving rather strangly nowadays, but yeahh. Heck them! haha.

The past week has been really fufilling and FUN!

1) SINGAPORE IDOL! we went for the results show on monday! Hady WON! YAYY! It's not that i don't like Jonathan or something, i like him too! :) After that, we headed to newton circus. :D yummylicious food, though it's rather costly for that small little plate. bahh.

2) Forbidden City was really good too :) I really enjoyed the musical!

3) Isetan Sale! haha! Shopping date with ruishan, grace and lucille! We were supposed to hunt for our prom dress. But there wasnt much to choose from, so yeah. I didnt get anything there. ):

I had fun this week! WHOOO..!
And i hope i can get into SAJC :D

<3 NAHNAH NAH!

2006-09-21T02:54:00.000-07:00

don't ever, ever, EVER insult CHIJ in front of me!
i can't BELIEVE "The Straits Time" actually tarnished our school name like that! ugh.

I LOVE IJ! :D and im proud to be an IJ GIRL!
-the ij spirits living on- lalalalala....

anyhow, life has been real good!(apart from the prelims) we went to celebrate rachieo's birthday yesterday :D newyork new york is REALLY GOOD! its sucha freaking cool place. PLUS, they give all their customers free cotton candy! it makes me high! :D

thats about it, and ooohhh... i so want to go for Singapore Idol finals! tickets anyone? heh.

;michelle :D

2006-09-14T04:05:00.000-07:00

vote for HADY AND JOHNATHAN :D
mrs alex is totally adorable! haha! she came up during assembly and told the whole school to vote wisely and the obviously, she wanted us to vote for JOHNATHAN LEONG. then someone shouted HADY's name and it was really hilarious! i really hope BOTH of them gets into the finals.

prelims is about to be over :)
i cant do humanities for nuts!
ACK!

<3

2006-09-09T04:21:00.000-07:00

post #129.
things haven't been going very well for me. my grandfather passed away on tuesday :( im gonna miss him. i've been studying at the wake the past few days. nothing much went up there though. ugh. been kinda moody too. baahhh.

and i <3 HADY! i hope he wins.

primary school gathering is fun, though unproductive. people there are really HILARIOUS! :D

<3 nahnah nah!

2006-09-02T05:18:00.000-07:00

I <3 my primary school friends and secondary school friends (:
tralala. im bored. life has been good and a little bad. oh wells. studied at starbucks today! (: i meant i tried to study. heh. i still like that pair of slippers. HAHA!

sorry, bye!
<3 NAHNAH.

2006-08-31T02:16:00.000-07:00

TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATION cum 6A'02 gathering :]
today was GOOD. went back to sembawang primary, was rather shocked to see so many 6a people. somehow or rather, they look like what i've imagined them to be! HAHA! but anyways, i really do miss them. been such a long time since we've talked. the only primary school friends that i really keep in close contact is sharon and qiyi. too bad sharon wasnt there. :( and ping kee has eye infection! HAHA!

we played crocodile! HAHA! the primary school days, also the first few months of sec 1. but MAN, they sure are tall! freaking body is SO LONG!

there were 12 of us - me, qiyi, shelvi, xiangling, felicia, lina, yun li, bo shen, wen jun, bao ren, dominic and jovin. yeah and some other 6b people. haha! i really miss primary school days plus days with jillinda!

watched devil wears prada with felicia, bao ren and bo shen. it was alright. but im officially BROKE! ): donation anyone?

shucks, i should stop slacking and start studying. ACK!
<3 nah (:

2006-08-19T03:51:00.000-07:00

ugh! stooopid boys at the library!
i cant believe our seats were taken by 2 other boys even when they KNEW that the seats were taken by US! *!@(*#&!@#*&!$^* pfft! and studying just ended there. heh! im lazy. :D

life has been GOOD (: i just wished i have superbrains that wouldn't forget anything and capture all the important information at one glance :D I WISH!

ahh. should stop rambling. tata!
<3

2006-08-13T08:11:00.000-07:00

freak pimples and sore throats. ):
i need HONEY water to soothe my throat. )):
i need PIMPLE CREAM to get rid of my pimples and GOOD FACIAL WASH and LESS ACTIVE OIL GLANDS. bahh.

somebody, make studying interesting for me! ack!

im happy with life now [: happy happy happy!
tata!

2006-08-09T10:01:00.000-07:00

the SINGAOPRE BOTANIC GARDEN :D
celebated lucille's brithday today :) it was fun fun FUN! heh. i loved the food. but horrible creepie crawlies are EVERYWHERE. they got a piece, i meant half the tray of adele's brownie, instead of us. :( i believed it was nice. anyhows, it was FILLING! so much foodd :] my favorite!

went starbucks then to esplanade! it was fun! i loved today! tired now, shall go off now! (:

and i think im too sensitive. ugh.

<33 michelle

2006-08-07T02:50:00.000-07:00

no school for me today!
sick, down with fever ): anyhows. i've been thinking how much i've changed throughout my secondary school life. well here are the SUPER OBVIOUS ones.

1. i stopped speaking to myself in CHINESE. i mean thinking in chinese and thats worse than communicating in chinese!
2. my belt dropped from my waist to my hips! heh! shhh. at least its not on my butt.
3. i stopped typing like a twit. thank goodness. if not imagine all these in 'harlowxx ZxXz' after every freaking word and everything.
4. i stopped using 100 million dots after every sentence! HAHA! you should really ask lucille and teresa! half the message was filled with DOTS! gosh!
5. i stopped hating FASTFOOD! man. i must be a psycho. life without macs and kfc is torturous! X(
6. i stopped wearing all the pasar malam shirts and started wearing school shirts EVERYWHERE I GO, even to bed! :D i love IJ!
7. im 30 times more broke now than last time :(

here comes the good one
8. im taller now! :] yayy!

hmmm.. thats all i can think of now. well theres much more, just cant think straight now. heh! OH YA there's one more!!

9. I stopped PASSING MY CHINESE ESSAYS )):<

): that reminds me: O level chinese results coming out soon! ACK!

seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden
seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden
seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden!!

:D
<3nah.

2006-08-06T07:26:00.000-07:00

i feel pretty :D
ya right! its the west side story song!
anger management is a FUNNAYE show, okay a little lame, but its good for the soul! :)
ET was good too! :) shucks i guess that shows what a lazy girl i am. ): i need motivation man! im so going to fail literature. BAHHH!

and oh my gosh, SINGAPORE VOTE FOR THE CORRECT PEOPLE! johnathan and hady are at the bottom 3! HOW CAN THAT BE?!

and band life is officially over! and i dont even feel sad! i love my section! they are so sweet :D

soccer rocks! but i suck at it! but who cares its just a freaking game (:

thats about it. BYEBYE! <33

2006-08-03T07:10:00.000-07:00

i miss my computer! ):
I NEED IT! bahh.

thats it. i have to go now bye! <3

2006-07-01T05:45:00.000-07:00

nothing but band today.

yesterday was fun, FUN, FUN! :D i loved the supper, i loved the crazyness, i loved everything about yesterday okay other than the fact that i spend alot of money and the performance in the morning.

it was bad. well at least mr chan helped to make it better. he isnt that mean after all. ya right. went shopping for flowers! i love that place i feel like buying flowers for myself. haha! lunch at pastamania was great and sorta filling!

i have to start practicing punctuality. ): yes i will.
i was an hour late! haha! skipped dinner in the end. dont ask me why, it makes me sad. everybody wore heels, they all seem to look much taller, although i was on heels myself.

ruishan was so cute, especially the dancing part! :D she looks like morten kiil! haha! then it was off to supper at lau pa sat! i like the satay there! (i dont like satays) there were SOTONGS too! and manymany mooree.. we gave ruishan a surprise. im so glad that she's happy :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUISHAN <3

ahaha. (: we ate till 11+++ and we missed the last train. GOSH! and trust me stairs+heels = loads of NOISE! took taxi home and got scolded ): well it was worth it.

theres a limit to what i can take.

I LOVE JESUS!
<33

2006-06-27T03:50:00.000-07:00

hellos bellos mellos! ((:
yeah im feeling lameee again.. heh! school is a DREAD DREAD DREAD! ACK! well, at least i havent got any scoldings so far :] and i didnt fall asleep today :D i did my geography notes! but since the fishing agriculture topic is so LOOOOOONNNGG! i couldnt finish it :(

im going to be HARDWORKING :D
yes yes, thats what i'll do! i must stop being a lazy ass. dang it, i neeeed motivation!

and my gosh! wai mun is sure talented! how can anyone's head touch their butt?! when i cant even touch my toes :( mr chan is so funnny. he looked weird standing in the middle of the hall all alone watching but well he's impressed. good job wai mun :)

i miss my holidays. :(

<33>

2006-06-20T07:02:00.000-07:00

today was a bad day.
i didnt get anything done.
i did nothing. well other than eat, sleep and watch tv :D
and yet i dont think today was boring at all. hahahaha.
and i woke up at 1130 and got out of my bed at 1500 :)
i know, im a pig.

MOOO..

2006-06-19T01:49:00.000-07:00

i need sleep.
went to teresa's chalet! it was fun-o-rama. roller blading lessons did not happen. haha! thank goodness, i didnt choose to roller blade, or else i might be suffering from even more severe bruises than teresa.POOR TERESA, her blue-black is growing!

cassandra, adrian and i cycled while teresa and ruishan skated. they were hilarious! i mean those who were on skates, they fell many times and they couldnt brake, so their way of braking was to run to the grass! :) love them.

was back at 7+ and started the fire! i mean adrian started the fire. the saddest thing that happened was that once he got the fire going, it started to rain.
ruishan had to leave at about 8? ): so she didnt get to have dinner. and the people who stayed over for the night were adele, grace, lucille teresa, adrian, yihe and me.

THEN, when the rain stopped, our table was the only WET table! how amazing. well, the fire survived anyway. started with the sambal sotong :] yummy! chicken were good too! marshmellows too :) our "neighbours" gave us stingray, while we only gave them a bottle of sprite. well, we didnt manage to cook it, it took more than 50 mins whilst they only took 15mins. it landed in the rubbish chute after that.

night walk was tiring. heh. it was alright, walked all the way to the beach. sat down there and stoned.

i love taiti! i never was sick of that game before. lucille had alot of luck, especially when im not around. : truth or dare (which never happen in the end) was funny! laughed alot then till my side ached. we were not really tired but nevertheless we slept at 5!

woke up at ten plus the next morning. potato salad for breakfast :) checked out, headed home, slept till 5 pm.

to sum it all, i enjoyed the chalet.

LOVE <33

2006-06-17T08:41:00.000-07:00

i did an amazing thing today.
I PACKED MY STUDY TABLE!
it was definately an eye sore. my father came into the room and said "when will you ever pack this mess......" and that was carried on by my mother "........" zzzzzzz.. well at least i actually DID pack my room. i threw away countless ntuc bags filled with all my nonsense sice sec 1. >>:(

didnt really look through the worksheet, so i could've thrown away some notes. well, there's always friends to count on. like lucille, who files her worksheets :D heh.

wearing contact lens is a BAD! my eyes are too SMALL! -.- bahh. my mother was like scolding me cause she got really annoyed by me and my puny eyes and fat fingers. ): pfft. and gosh my astig is REALLY BAD! i see very clear double images! gosh.

fathers' day tomorrow. which is also teresa's chalet. hope it'll all work out, i want to spend that day with my father and really wanna learn how to roller blade :D God bless me and my butt. hope that my mommy will be in a good mood, or no chalet for me >:( she and her mood swings. well lunch then teresa's chalet. sounds good?

didnt go band todayy. couldnt stop coughing nose is still blocked till now. eh.. ANNOYING!

and i heart <3 french manicure! too bad, its gone thanks to contact lenses. BAH! no more nails. lucille! volunteer your fingers!

God Bless all :]

2006-06-15T06:37:00.000-07:00

today was funfunfun :D
went out with qiyi, denise, sabrina and laycheng. Firstly, we watched cars! it was a pretty good show, much better than what i expected. nachos were yummy too! went ice skating after that! wished we could ice skate for the whole day, but i guess i ruined the number of four? heh.

met SO MANY ij girls at the rink! we met sarah and tricia! they're taking ice skating lessons! so cool please! I WANT! most likely going for lessons with qiyi and denise and laycheng after the Os (sabrina doesnt need lessons, she's GOOD at it already) however, their ice skating lessons fees are VERY steep. 147 bucks per person for 5 sessions half an hour each ):

i even met my primary 1-2 friend, tanya. :] long time no see!

i met up with my mother after that for crab beehoon! SHIOK!
that's about my day. i'm beat!

TOODLES.

2006-06-13T03:24:00.000-07:00

heh.
changed my blogskin again :D might include a picture when i find a nice one.

i went malaysia yesterday! the entire day was dedicated to shopping with my mom. I didnt get much stuff though - 1 pair of slippers and contact lenses. it's much cheaper there at malaysia. i got 6 pairs of acuvue clear contacts for 100 RM which is about 43 SING!

andandand... OREO MILKSHAKE totally took my breathe away -drools- though its alittle too sweet :)

2 'angmohs' sat in front of me yesterday and they were hilarious!

1. one of their tshirt said "my mother says im special"
2. blue guy: "dude, you smell"
red guy lifts up his arms up high, sniffs his under arms, looks up and says "no i dont smell"

its going to be a hectic week coming up for me! yayy. okay. im going bonkerrs.

I love the peugeot advertisement :]

in a women's world..
men would be tailor made (yeah like channing tatum :)) ,
high heels wouldnt hurt,
husbands would give birth (YESYESYES!)
diamonds would grow on trees
and every car would be like this (this i dont care).

till then,
LOVE

2006-06-11T09:04:00.000-07:00

I LOVE BANANA BOATING :]
yup. im back from indonesia! was staying at this kelong. fishing village/resort? and it was much better than what i expected. there was a pool table, soccer table, MAHJONG SET, air rifle etc.. theres quite alot to do. but of all i love the banana boat the most!

its super fun please! but i seems like the more i go for the ride the bumpier the ride got. at my 3rd try the banana boat nearly capsized 5 times! well the keyword is NEARLY, so i didnt fall into the sea, but i was soaked anyway.

oh yeah! the funniest part was that my cousin yi jie sat on the banana boat and came out with perfectly spiked hair! :D it was super funny! yi feng's hair looked the same, i looked messed up! haha!

we totally sucked at pool! played till i no longer want to play. super depressing. and the rest are getting all the beginners luck! WHERE'S MINE?!

going malaysia tmr, hoping to get good bargains there :)

LOVELOVELOVE!

2006-06-09T08:25:00.000-07:00

somebody stop me from wanting to change my blogskin!
i got my dear laptop back :] it's much faster now, other than the fact i feel really weird without my mouse. I NEED THE MOUSE!

im going indonesia tomorrow :) no band for me tomorrow. but lets hope it would be a fun trip. and my sore throat is back. BAH. i need water!

it sucks when my mother have to go for a three day camp which clashes with this indonesia trip cause she took away the one and only sunblock!

lets pray for good weather there, shall we? and also, lets hope that the tsunami wont hit where ever we're going as suggested by my cousin! X)

i eat too much :(

TOODLES!

2006-05-31T00:07:00.000-07:00

my long awaited holidays are finally here :] YES! chinese Os are over, but im quite sure i'll have to take it again. bummer. my dear parents expect a distinction from me. other than that i HAVE to retake. goodness gracious me!

and i realise i have to go school everyday this week. :( poop. and im still considering if i should apply dsa to vjc or not. but yet it seems like such a good opportunity. that will mean i have to join band in jc and i want to keep my options open. sheesh.

anyways, i love clay aiken! ((:

OH OH! AND...
BEN & JERRY'S ICE CREAM IS SUPERBLY YUMMYLICIOUS! :]
I'M LOVING IT!

2006-05-24T06:37:00.000-07:00

yellow :] i'm feeling retarded. heh. i still don't feel the stress from the chinese o's. but the thought of writing a CHINESE COMPO KILLS ME :( well, life has been rather uneventful nowadays. boring me. haha! anyways i know what makes me REALLY HAPPY! :)

my father called me on monday and he said(in chinese)
"eh. what is the brand of the chocolate that you like?"
"huh? for what?"
"im at suntec, i promised to buy one for you remember?"
"OH! no need lah. i still got some at home"

MY FATHER ACTUALLY INITIATED TO GET ME SOMETHING AND WENT ALL THE WAY TO SUNTEC! I <3 MY FATHER! :]

okay you may think im over reacting but hey, my father ~~hardly~~ never done such a thing, and that really makes me happy. yayy. :]

all the love in the world,
tooodles! :)

2006-05-20T07:28:00.000-07:00

found this really interesting 'anti-twit' blog. really amusing. it makes my day :D but no offence to those people out there though. :]

http://museum-of-twits.blogspot.com/2005/08/how-to-enjoy-habbo-hotel.html

2006-05-20T03:13:00.000-07:00

UGH! im feeling very rotten nowadays. sheesh.

i ~~HATE~~ dislike chinese.
pfft. especially essays i got 18/50. ah wells.

well, isnt it obvious? goodbye.

shall update some other time,
POTATO SALAD TIME :D
<33

2006-05-17T22:45:00.000-07:00

SNIFF-
hello all. im at home when everyone's at school. and what have i been doing? nothing much just sniffing every single time i want to breathe. >:( dang it.

woke up in the morning, was brushing my teeth when suddenly a dizzy spell hit me. everything was spinning and black stuff started to appear. and HAHA! what did i do? nothing. i sat on the toilet bowl ~~with a wet butt~~ and stoned there. >>:(

crawled back to my room and woke up at 11. sheesh missed 2 days of school already. mr teh is teaching integration! AH! i hope i didnt miss too much of it, or else integration is going to end up like my vectors. CRAP!

my mother is bugging me to brush up my chinese and this was what she said
"you can't just get 70 plus for you O levels"
me:"HUH?! but 75 is an A1!"
i'll be ELATED if i got 70 plus for chinese, 70 is great too. parents with unrealistic expectations on their child. ugh.

shall go watch some nice dvds or maybe chang jin? haha! yay!
toodles <33

2006-05-11T07:02:00.000-07:00

MID YEARS ARE FINALLY OVER! :)
finally, what a HORRIBLE WEEK that was. all i did was stress , study, eat and LITTLE SLEEP. ah wells its over :) wished the teachers would take their own sweet time to mark. benefits both parties.

lets rate the papers :(

ss/geog - C6 or worse
literature - D7 or WORSE
english - B4/ C5
chinese - C6
emath - B3
amath - A2
chemistry - HOPING for an A1
biology - C5

therefore, approximate L1R5 : 22
hey that doesnt sound THAT bad! okay im aiming for a 20 :)
-prays-

went nicole's house today! :) LOVED ALEXANDER! such a nice movie, other than the fact that it was quite hard figuring out if he was straight or not. ah wells it was good. watched the witches [the roal dahl book] and also new york m***** [i cant remember the title]. all the different kind of movies! haha!

today- tomorrow's plan:
2200- 0100 watch tv and online!
0130 lights off
1100 wake up!

how relaxing :) relaxtion for my brains!

' clear heads, longheads, fatheads, blockheads - and what comes out? MEATHEADS!'
-enemy of the people

till then,
PEACE -gives cheesy smile-

2006-05-06T08:28:00.000-07:00

STRESSED. ):
such a horrible week! screwed up my humanties and lil of my emath. kiss my As goodbye and for geog kiss my C goodbye! BAH. in other words im going to fail my humanties! AH! i dont know how to study lit for nuts!

my mom is on holiday. LUCKY WOMAN! there she is shopping her i am cramming all the information into my already saturated head! but she promised me to buy me stuff from china :) WHEE! i hope she buys the stuff i like -crosses my fingers-

IM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO 11052006! finally mid years will be over!!!

and social studies killed me. so hard to memorise! STRESS! ugh. it makes me eat ALOT, it makes me cry, it makes me ANNOYED and ANGRY, it makes my head SPIN, and it makes me sleep and worrying about EVERYTHING the next day, it makes me wake up chanting chunks of information i crammed in my head the previous night, it makes me MAD!

im going to stuy during the june holidays. yes i will.
I LOVE JESUS! :)

TOODLES <3

2006-04-21T07:47:00.000-07:00

5 ITEMS - torture
today was just a freaking long day, miss teo was in a really FOUL MOOD. : just had tuition by my cousin ronald? going to make notes for biology. yeah, it was alright. i didnt dare to sleep infront of him. haha!

i screwed up my english orals. BAH! i can't speak fluently for nuts! there goes my distinction in english. :( im sad.

till then,
BYE! (:

2006-04-14T22:48:00.000-07:00

DISGUSTING 2.4KM RUN. :
today didnt exactly go well, was LATE, cause i thought the run starts at 1030 so lucille and i were taking our own sweet time strolling. sadly, it starts at 10. lucille ran first as she knew i really wanted and NEEDED to stretch. love you lucille! and yeah. running was just pure torture. yesyes. :(

had lunch at bishan! I MISS THE XXL CHICKEN! it tasted even better than the last time i tasted it. :) nourishment for my soul. limped my way back home, they sell fbt shorts at the fairprice place at the station X) going to make my mother buy one for me. heh!

my granduncle passed away :( going for his funeral later or maybe tomorrow. hmm i'll miss seeing him during chinese new year!

i desperately NEED retailtherapy. poop.

till next time,
LOVELOVELOVE <33

2006-04-13T03:36:00.000-07:00

heh. changed my layout! :)
okay shall start studying. poo.
chinese oral thing tmr at singapore press holding? i think im going to fall asleep. -yawns-

2006-04-13T02:46:00.000-07:00

STUDY.
didnt realise that i havent been blogging for a looong time. the horrible computer just make it so hard for me to update(takes about 30 mins to load internet explorer) AH! life's been good! (: started studying a tiny winy bit. ah wells! better than nothing! :D i need to pass social studies. I HAVENT PASSED A SINGLE SS TEST THIS YEAR! and i even got a 1! how great.

i need to change my blog skin. real sick of this one already. FANTASIA VI is over! no more concerts for me! but i'll come back to watch! and be the one buying FLOWERS for all the flautists :)

till then,
LOVE!

2006-03-18T05:52:00.000-08:00

BAND CAMP IS OVER!
im exhuasted. EXHAUSTED! never felt so tired before. band camp turned out fine, i had fun, like the games! it was certainly hilarious, especially when the teachers joined in. how unlucky of me to have mr chan being the one sitting behind me for double wacko. but i have to admit he's quite fast in these kind of games.

the plate thing was fun too! haha. everything would be much better if i had enough sleep! my tail bone still hurts! :( haha! and can you imagine how blur i was? i forgot to bring my belt and badge along with my pinafore. so i wore my pinafore and found out that i have NO BELT! that was bad thank goodness there was beatrice and she lent me her/her sister's belt. :) and of course thank you guinevere for helping me get the badge :D

shall further update next time,
LOVE LOVE!

2006-03-14T02:44:00.000-08:00

AUDITIONS TODAY AND TMR!
and band camp from thursday till saturday.WOW my march holidays are a GONER! :( and my gosh i am like really really tired. i think it's cause i stayed up late last night just to choose the parts to test people :( hardworking me :D

My mother wanted to buy me Royce chocolates(FINALLY!) but the branch at suntec was out of stock! how annoying, then i sorta hinted to my mother that Godiva chocolates will be good too (DUH!) but she ignored me! darn, ignorance is a bliss, my mother definately saved up some money :(

I find out i could have actually went for the westwind's concert but oh wells, i didnt. st marg's was good too. apart from the bunch of really noisy st marg's girls who kept talking, eating and kicking mine and charmaine's chair. but during the interval, their teacher stood up and reprimanded them! WHOO! and they were forced to leave their seats and sit at the stall seats instead. The concert went well after that :) darn, my life revolves around band : and gosh, sharon's really cute, going to her house to play taidi with her! HAHA!

till then,
LOVE<3<3

2006-03-04T01:38:00.000-08:00

I LOVE FOURFOUROSIX!!! :D
self awareness camp is over! i loved it! our class really bonded im talking to people whom i used to think that they will never welcome me into their clique (: so im happy!! well the camp was full of laughter and TEARS! well cried alot, shared too. learnt so much about our classmates, they are so brave! plus, miss teo and mrs chu are REALLY NICE! im really happy! dog and bone was really funny! there was the robot dance as forfeit! WE HAD TO DO IT! then the other group lost, they had to do catwalk! rachel was MISS INDIA! recall the incident? HAHA! it was hilarious! i never laughed and cried so much at the same time in my life! i really am feeling better now :D

OH! and i had like 4 hours of sleep? (from 2am to 6am) was talking at the kitchen with various group of people! SO FUN! verin is one FUNNY WOMAN! can't stop laughing at the stuff she says! WITTY JOKES!

AND GUESS WHAT??? TERESA CHUA IS MY ANGEL!! WHOO! LAST MINUTE STILL WANT TO CHEAT MY FEELINGS IN THINKING THAT PHOEBE IS MY ANGEL! BAD TERESA! BUT I STILL LOVE YOU!!! I <3 THE BOOK!

had lunch with joan, jana, rachel and lucille! it was really funny and interesting they are really nice people!

to those who are hurt, BE STRONG! confide to almighty God! (:
thank you my friends! (: and thank you Lord!

2006-02-28T01:48:00.000-08:00

TODAY IS AN AMUSING DAY!
first of all it started after school when chere got a really squarish, OILY and SWEET prata, abnormally square. then retarded rachel (alliteration! very much encouraged by mrs alex) was mixing the chicken rice chilli with the black sauce, and i dont know what she did to her phone, it was immersed into that chilli-black sauce solution and some of it went into her phone!!! HAHA! we tried to get it out, but well, it still stinks of chilli! HAHA! poor girl!

FINALLY! played badminton today! it was rather amusing watching the shuttlecock hit rachel's head!! well, okay. its HILARIOUS! and i passed chinese test (: though i failed lit. AH WELLS. and i finally went to the library today borrowed a book called 'Drowning Ruth' it sounds quite nice! and darn i cant remember the rest of the amusing events in the day already! shall go now!

LOVE<3

2006-02-24T04:20:00.000-08:00

I AM PISSED.
hello all, today have been good and bad. good cause i went studying with rachel and talked, it was really fun (: though we didn't really study much. SHH! but anyways bad cause some people just pissed the shit off me! UGH! cant you people PRETEND TO BE NICER? IM HUMAN! GIVE ME SOME RESPECT! freak.

till then,
bye.

2006-02-18T02:00:00.000-08:00

BAND TODAY.
woke up early in the morning, had bad shit today. poo. anyways, been out of tune the whole day ah wells, i should not blame the instrument haha! and i didnt go for the acjc funfair either. BAH! horrid day, came home and had maggie mee for lunch. i should be banned from such un-nutritious food! shall not blog too much!

LOVE! (:

2006-02-17T01:20:00.000-08:00

MR CHAN IS MEAN.
don't you agree to that? HAHA! oh wells school today, nothing much happened. had some meeting after school and as usual mr chan is saying stupid things like

"if i tell her she(me) is stupid, she'll not believe me.
But if you(sabrina) tell her she's stupid and you(phoebe) tell her she's stupid.
then she'll be convinced and say okay, im stupid" - mr chan.

I WILL NOT say im stupid cause im not and im NOT SLOW! and what horrible analogy!haha! anyways i didnt go phoebe's house yesterday! :( but i had fun at home, watching the little tv set and talking on the phone with jacinta! :D however, i had a headache immediately after putting down the phone i think its due to the large amount of RADIATION! HAHA! still reading 'To Kill A Mockingbird' have to finish it and return to rachel soon! im a slow reader!

rachel! i bought the marker that we saw very long time ago, that very nice coloured one! :)

till then,
LOVE <3

2006-02-15T19:21:00.000-08:00

NO SCHOOL TODAY (:
aye aye yippee yippee aye! feeling really refreshed today finally gotten enough sleep! HEH! school's fine other than the fact that its tiring, just simply cant stay awake during some lessons.: going phoebe's house later whoo exciting watching memoirs! i have the dvd. pirated. haha! yay. shall go indulge in my fragrant maggie mee now! and darn i need to open the excel file it takes freaking half an hour!!! CRAP SHIT!

shall come later and further update,
LOVE!

2006-02-09T01:13:00.000-08:00

RACHEL IS RETARDED. but somewhat nice too (:
went for dental appointment. okay, maybe not all dental nurses are so scary, freaky, tempremental like the one in my primary school. the nurse said i was good!! ((: FINALLY, a nurse who says that! so therefore, i conclude that i like that particular nurse, and as lucille said, she does reminds me of mrs selvam.

have been really lethargic these days and sometimes its really annoying when i sleep at 10 and find myself nodding off during lessons. HOWEVER, when i slept at 12 like yesterday, i didnt really feel very tired today! and did i mention 2.4 was a KILLER?? gosh, i was exhausted! the class have been sending letters to their mortals, and i recieved a letter from my angel (: she's really funny!!! HAHA! she said she was busy entertaining God!!! :D

i have been failing my tests, shucks i better buck up soon. and i like recruits band, although they are sure one talkative bunch but i like my juniors (: and gosh some of them are really talkative! HAHA! the ocarina sounds weird : haha! and i forgot to bring home my file but i remembered a note!!! Bflat! and i CANT narrate! i really cant! what about alyssa? she's good! ugh.

been really crazy nowadays. HAHA! oh ya! i remembered the funniest thing that happened in the week was when i tried to tell this teacher to call mr chan out for me but she didnt know what i was trying to say and my oh my she looked frightened! haha! rachel also laughed at my weird face!! HAHA! it was really quite hilarious! poor teacher. anyways i think i shall go now, my supply of royce chocolates is depleted :( how about getting me a box for valentine's day huh??? haha!!

till then,
LOVELOVELOVE <3

2006-02-03T06:43:00.000-08:00

MY LAPTOP IS FIXED :D
IM HAPPY :)) haha! school has been good other than the fact that there was 4 periods of math today and worse still it was all in a row!!! GOSH! slept at the end, and i allowed lucille to do chop chilli chop chilli chop chop chop on my head! what a weird girl huh! yeah, didnt do much today, went home and read falling leaves all the way. heh, and slept! band tomorrow. i have a weak heart! must i run? haha okay stop complaining.

I BOUGHT ROYCE CHOCOLATES, BITTER! oh my goodness, it was heavenly. and yet really expensive too, there goes my 2 and 13/50 days of my allowance! i have waited for that box of chocolates for about a year! wow im really patient! HAHA! mother doesnt want to buy for me, hmph so i bought it for myself instead. BAH! oh yes i better start on my comm minutes! haha!

till then,
LOVELOVELOVE!! :)

2006-01-27T01:34:00.000-08:00

IM CURRENTLY AT PHOEBE'S HOUSE (:
anyways, computer update, my laptop should be fixed by mid febuary:D im happy!!! miss it so so so much!! and i feel weird typing on a keyboard.. ah wells, oh class did mass today(: it went quite well so im happy! had comm meeting after that mr tang was the only teacher that turned up, mr chan forgot and miss ho has to see the parents. mr chan forgot! amazing!! haha! but today was great! thanks to phoebs! she gave me royce chocolate!! WHOO WHOO WHOO WHOO!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE! and lucille gave me hersheys dark chocolate which is nice too!! <3 im happy, had pastamania for lunch but i couldnt finish my creamy chicken :\ today was a day of glorious food :D

life is good other than the fact that i dont really sleep well at night, lucille said that it might be a spiritual attack :( i pray to God for protection, and it sorta went away! so im happy! i just pray that it wont come back again, its really very scary.

CHINESE NEW YEAR! which means more ang paos and money! yay time for me to replenish my savings. its running dry already! shall end here. hmmm. should i do comm minutes now? sheesh okay i think i should. gotta go now!

LOVELOVELOVE!! :D

2005-12-19T00:51:00.000-08:00

HELLO!
the computer is being kind to me today :) it actually worked! I AM ESTATIC! missed the computer so so so so much, but i cant see the tag-board, have to go to tag-board.com to view the tags, man it was so tiring, but it's definately better than nothing! :))

I LOVE the holidays! enjoyed myself thoroughly :) though there were times when im really really bored and sad. but it generally gets covered up and im a happy little girl! heh. genting trip was really enjoyable :) i liked theme park day! flying coaster is good! and FREE! didnt buy much there though.

my mother is feeling extremely generous, she bought many MANY stuff for me last weekend, birhday presents i guess, but the oroiginal plan was to get me new specs for my birthday. doubt i'll get it in the end, but i'm already contented!

time passes so fast!! its now december and my birthday is tomorrow. somehow im really not looking forward to it. i really dont know what im going to do, maybe i shall lock myself at home and rot or something? hmmm. sounds good. and must i do the tagging thing??? -pouts-

2005-11-29T06:40:00.000-08:00

MY LAPTOP IS DOWN, DEAD. and it is just revived! :) but msn is still not on ah wells therefore im only going to be here for a short while before i kiss my dear computer good bye again :(

today is boring, had band, lucille and teresa didnt go were sick. went home alone, poop. and had kfc for lunch take away, how pathetic! laptop's down so im only left with my beloved tv, and my handphone. so i just wasted the whole day today doing absolutely NOTHING! haha! but anyways i had fun the past weekend :)

emili! haha i'll do the you're tag thing soon ya? when my laptop is alive and kicking again, i hope. :D I CAN'T WAIT FOR GENTING!!! getting my cough again, BAHHH.. shall end now,

TATA!:)

2005-11-25T06:12:00.000-08:00

previous days have been fun, I'M LOVING IT! :)
it was grace's birthday yesterday!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!
went sentosa to give her a surprise party! I'm one of the pleasant surprises :D anyway the jelly cake was yummylicious!! but i didnt get a slice! :( but rachel gave some of hers to me! yep, dug a hole which became a tunnel and yeah.. rachel is allergic to the sea! or sand, she gets rashes!! and yeah had dinner at the prata house later on. it was a nice day :)

I CUT MY HAIR!again.
as usual, it ends up being a disaster. POO! im sad, the freaking haircutter talks alot, not to me, but on the phone. he asked me if i buy shares! like HELLO, I'M 15! in a month's time.. ugh. and the funny part was that he told me never go back to the old haircutter to thin or even cut my hair, and the previous hair cutting scene was like..

"OH MY GOSH, YOU NEED MAJOR THINNING OF HAIR"
"huh? okay..."
-chop chop- many hair dropped to the floor.

i think my hair is a real challenge for that hairdresser! HAHA poor thing! till then!

<3<3

2005-11-19T07:19:00.000-08:00

HELLO
genting is currently the most boring place on earth and im going to come back here in 2 weeks time?? oh sheesh.. but there are always some good stuff about genting right?? well the first thing that i can think of is that THEIR MOVIES ARE REALLY REALLY CHEAP!! ahuh i watched chicken little (: nice show! haha! it's extremely entertaining, and oh gosh! i watched harry potter too!!! i like cedric diggory ((: he's hot! and i'm watching another show tomorrow. cant remember what it's called. oh yeah, each ticket here is like rm10!!! SO CHEAP!!! it's near half the price of singapore's. therefore i decided to watch ALL the movies here and kill time in genting, and the popcorn here is cheap too, popcorn plus drink for rm4!

i managed to not go to the themepark!! :) i hate themeparks. First, i'm NOT the bravest kind of person around. SECOND, i went there and sat ALL the rides for more than 10 times in my entire life already. THIRDLY, my heart still doesnt feel very good ):

went shopping arounf first world, got many many vouchers (: HAHA! Voir stuff are really nice, there were nice dresses, jeans skirt and earrings!!! bought a pair of earrings the only thing that i could bear to afford, though the jeans were really pretty. LALALA! till then, genting is still the most boring place on earth

LOVE LOVE LOVE

2005-11-14T22:42:00.000-08:00

WARNING: If you see me online without a display picture or a personal message DO NOT talk to me, as you would be talking to MY FATHER!

HELLO!
haven't been online for 6 days! my dear father has been hogging the computer, trying to make it work faster, but all his efforts are futile. INSTEAD, my computer now takes an even LONGER time to load! it used to take less than 10 minutes or so to load, now it takes about 20! my father has also became alil cukkoo nowadays.

1) he thinks i have a boyfriend. oh please.
2) he wants me to study EVERYDAY! and doesnt allow me to do my fav word search as it is a waste of quality time where i can actually STUDY.
3) he hates it when i cough. like hello?? i cant help it if the virus got me.
4) he thinks i spend too much time on the comp. thats ironic, my father has been using the computer every night and he uses it even when im already asleep, and the computer is in my room, so obviously the lights would remain on, and THAT disrupts my beauty sleep. PLUS, he was the one who used the freaking comp from 1am till 7am and guess what i have to get up at 7.30 for church!
5) he has a problem with me being "sian" at home. well, the only reason i appear like that is cause the first thing that happens when i see him is that he bombards me with all his annoying questions. and trust me, i behave much differently in front of my mother(duh, im nicer to her)
6) he has this issue with msn, he thinks im talking to STRANGERS(like old ah peks trying to cheat lil girls and rape them or something). ok, its time for everyone to introduce themselves to my father and prove that THEY ARE NO STRANGERS but my classmates and friends.

other than my father, my holidays are GOOD! went out practically everyday till today which was supposed to go for band, but i woke up with a fever and a horrible cough. went shopping last friday, bought a few new stuff and LOST 20 BUCKS! ugh. now, i'm utterly BROKE! watched the beautiful concert on sunday. i wondered if the score was from our library? and HAHA! mr chan looks SMALL! oops, no offence!

section outing yesterday, watched just like heaven :) 7 bucks gone! then went to meet lucille and rachel at toa payoh lucille went to the dentist! and my teeth isnt the worse! heard from rachel the nurse was cranky, thank goodness the last time i went she was nice.

AND GUESS WHAT?? i have a freaking pimple IN my nose! ugh, of all places.
a pimple in my nose
a pimple in my nose
hey oh the merry-o a pimple in my nose.

till then,
LOVELOVELOVE

2005-11-09T07:06:00.000-08:00

HELLO.
today was a good day :) woke up at 8.30 and met krystle at starbucks to STUDY! nahnah is a GOOD girl :) it was nice; talked; did some work; ate. i enjoyed it! lucille and me even went novena to do some shopping. had a list of pretty stuff to buy. Sadly, i'm not in a very stable financial stage :(

Had theory when i went home. ACK! I was on the verge of sleeping, cant even remembered what my aunt said. later on, piano was CRAP! didnt practice so yeah, got scolded AGAIN. I was really annoyed when my aunt said that i should use my own money to buy my theory books. I wanted to SCOLD her! ugh. like hello? who is the one earning BIG BUCKS(so much more than my parents) and living on my father and mother? and give them only less than 5% of your own salary and expect my parents to sponsor you with a maid; piano; room; electricity; water; dinner; lunch; breakfast? ugh. and stop thinking that we should respect you the MOST just cause you are the oldest.

Band tomorrow, have to wake up early. oh gosh!! SLEEP NOW!

2005-11-08T01:00:00.000-08:00

YAY!!! new skin after 2342o3412439 years. i feel so happy :)

witnessed another commotion between 2 adults today, again. ahuh, and this time they were fighting over a mere seat in the mrt. the woman claimed that the man snatched her seat away and the man obviously denied it, and it went on by the woman screaming that she's pregnant (though you cant really tell yet)and that the man is very inconsiderate, and i got off the train :) heh. today wasnt really interesting either, had band ; lunch and HOME.

and Sunday was one of the WORST day of my whole entire life. period.
well, i enjoyed service, walked out of the church feeling forgiven and holy. then, my dear mommy wanted to go buy TOTO!! -gasps- so much for being forgiven. OH! and i realised my church have CONFIRMATION! yeah, i guess anglican is really similar to catholic. yup and back to my bad bad bad day, my mommy dragged me to her friend's house for karaoke -.- i was thinking, okay maybe she'll only stay there for two hours or so?? and guess what i stayed there from 1pm till 9pm! BRAVO for my bravery. and the only times i really enjoyed myself was the eating and the sleeping. and oh yeah, my book but i read the remaining pages of the book in less than an hour. so i just STONED there listening to aunties singing songs that i've never heard in my whole life ; aunties making the key higher and resulting to their disability to hit the notes at the climax ; worst of all, my mommy is tone deaf (i'd probably inheritted my lousy singing from her too) the other aunties were MEAN. they clapped for everyone except my mommy. i was fustrated and bored i nearly cried! gosh.

When i went home, my mother and i had a quarrel. ugh. thankfully sorted it out in an hour. so there goes, one of the worst day of my life.

P.S. Go read saturday's 7th nov forum! it's about our class bbq, joanne wrote in!! titled "Slapped at pool for being 'rude' to wife" or something (cant reall remember)

<3 NAHNAH

2005-11-05T23:03:00.000-08:00

i'm SICK of this skin.. ah wells. shall hunt slowly for a pretty skin (:

stomach aint feeling good these few days, ugh! had diarrohea in the morning, hurts BADLY. shit. had morning run, since it was such a sunny day, thought i was going to faint, GOSH! took quite a looong time for myself to recover, so the first few minutes of band was TORTURE, felt like i was going to throw up into the piccolo :(

came home and i SLEPT for 3 hours :) i'm exhausted you see. heh, woke up and my stomach was GRUMBLING. nahnah is HUNGRY. so went for dinner. what an interesting day.

<3 God Bless

2005-11-04T13:40:00.000-08:00

HEYO! its friday! one week of holidays are gone! :(

anyways, yesterday was INTERESTING. phoebe tan gave me a wake up call in the morning : well, then ya. went to her house after that, watched twins effect again and my last episode of the dragon show.FINALLY. (: lalalala. then went for threefour's class bbq at sherry's condo. ahuh, there was ALOT OF FOOD!!! even a glutton like me wont be able to finish the large amount of food. gosh, i was BLOATED. then some of us went to buy ice and cocktail, during that period of time, there was this arguement between us and this couple. well they werent happy as we were not in the proper SWIMMING attire, i guess. they complained to the secuirity guard and even to the police, but all their efforts were futile, the police came and left, how interesting. sherry's mother was defending us i guess, so the adults were like yelling and each other? and the woman started using vulgarities. and guess what? throughout the whole commotion, i was gorging myself with all the food in front of me, of course, we could hear them yelling at each other. another interesting thing was that the man pointed at audrey, who went down for a swim and then got out of the pool, and said that she might be the one who splashed alil water on that woman, so audrey became a SUSPECT! it was really quite amusing. and the commotion goes on again...

after the police left, we thought the couple had gotten tired of all these commotion and went home, however, i guess they are really bored and stupid. they came over to the bbq pit and the man said to sherry "you are the one who splashed water on her right?" and BAM he hit sherry. what a dumb man, sherry called the police, and the couple RAN AWAY (WHAT COWARDS) and the woman even had the nerve to point her middle finger when she left. and i was at the toilet while that was going on at the bbq pit. however, when we got out of the toilet, we saw the couple running away and taking a lift up i guess. sherry's mother told us that she will pursue the case. the man is so going to get charged for assault. lalalala... an adult hits a 15 year old girl. how shameful. when we left, we saw the police car coming into the condo AGAIN!!!

and that is the end of the 3/4 class bbq. exciting huh. going to find out what happened in the end!

2005-11-01T22:51:00.000-08:00

what a sucky day!! parents were quarrelling for the WHOLE day! gosh, and the root of the whole arguement was ME! my father wants me to stay home and study and my mommy wants to bring me shopping -eyes lit up- ahuh. my father was pissed blah blah and they REFUSE to talk to each other, and poor lil me, i didnt do a single thing and my father was so pissed at me :(

but i still went shopping with mommy at expo there is this metro sale she saw on the newspaper. yepsies. shopped alil didnt really buy much, i guess the good stuff were not laid out or its just the way they arrange their products, so NOT appealing, didnt buy much. well its more like i didnt buy the stuff that i really liked. i liked the BELT, the HANDBAG, and THAT bra. yes yes. ah wells, my mother promised she'll buy a nicer belt the next time :) im such a spoilt kid. ah wells. came home, father was STILL ANGRY!!! poo, what a petty man. but i guess he got over it after showing him the towel mommy bought for him (easily bribed, i got that genes!!) yepyep.

LOVE "Rachel's Tears" such an inspiring book :) going to start a prayer journal (heh, sorry lucille, going to use the pretty book you gave me) ahuh, but first, i think i should get a padlock, but theres no way i can lock that book, my father is SO going to dig it out and read it. bahhh.

i missed the halloween party thing at adele'shouse yesterday. poop. i wanted to go. was SUPPOSED to be a GOOD witch and melissa is the BAD witch. heh, sounds exciting huh. BUT mommy didnt allow as she was SICK and she had an MC and she WANTS ME TO GO SHOPPING with her. how annoying. but i bought new stuff :) next on my wishlist.

a happy family :)

till then, LOVELOVELOVE

2005-10-28T18:58:00.000-07:00

POOPOO! feeling lame today :) muahahah! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?? IT'S THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!! sec 3 life really passes extremely fast, i'm so going to miss it. i think i had the most fun this year :) I <3 threefourohfive, ahuh, but i still cant get over the fact that miss teow, mr teh(not confirmed yet) and mr tang will NOT be teaching us anymore -pouts-. i'm uberly sad :( ugh

collected report book today, did better than expected, they moderated quite abit. so i guess i was happy -shalalala-. then went for band comm meeting, ahuh, i was the first to reach the band room!! aren't you proud of me, it's my first time! then had 30 mins for lunch? had to freaking rush back please. ugh. anyways, comm meeting was fine, ended at 1+++ then went over to grace's house to watch another show!!! chasing liberty! well the male lead is freaking cute i cant remember the name!! haha! yup. though it wasnt exactly very interesting like SMILE, it was still enjoyable looking at the male lead! HAHA!

theory exam tomorrow, so screwed! definately NO distinction, ahuh, no nothing about composing. mommy wants me to study at home and she doesnt allow me to go or band practice. ah wells. got to go now!

LOVELOVELOVE

2005-10-21T18:56:00.000-07:00

hello all, today is fine. so far gotten back english, chinese, ss/geog, emath and chem. yuppers, i did fine i guess. but i dont think my father would be happy to see my chinese marks, he expects an A1 while i got 51!! i'm not disappointed by my marks but, heh, i think my father will BLOW! and there goes, i have to start borrowing chinese books. i think i should start with the romance of the three kingdom (san guo yan yi) sounds chim huh! but its the only book i have with han yu pin yin, which is currently very essential for me (: ah wells, hope my mommy and daddy wont scold me too much-crosses my finger-

had lunch with sabrina, alyssa, denise and rosemarie. it was darn funny please!!! just kept talking and laughed quite abit! yup sat over an hour in macs! wow. and rosemarie finished her food, and we didnt feel as though she ate very slowly as we were still talking!!! haha! it's enjoyable! and i have to say this again: I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO BALL SENSE! I CANT PLAY PICKLE BALL!!! :(

oh yes, and krystle, lucille, teresa and me had pastamania yesterday :) was BLOATED! gosh. nahnah the pig is bloated! haha! didnt want to move and we were all very tired, cause all the blood is going to the stomach for digestion?? haha! biology students. ahuh. then went window shopping, but didnt shop much. firstly, i didnt have much cash, secondly, im not in a suitable attire to actually have much mood to buy something or try on something. haha!shall end of here then.

TATA :)

2005-10-19T08:06:00.000-07:00

helloooo :) school is horribly tiring, though i have to say pickle ball is quite fun BUT people like me who have totally ball sense should just give up and sit aside and form the talking club :) and guess what? rachel plays surprisingly well!! she nearly got selected -gasps-. ahuh. today morning was uber funny! izza, lucille and me were trying to figure out how many contestants were there in the america's next top model whoo!! love that show, but only watched a few episodes. yep, so we kept on thinking there were 15 contestants but actually there were 14 : and we wrecked our brains the WHOLE MORNING just to recall who was the missing contestant. ah wells.

ate the chicken rice oppostie novena oh goodness :) it was heavenly. could have eaten 2 plates. and there's like a discount for students, EVEN MORE HEAVENLY. i was a happy girl, but lucille thinks im too engrossed with my food. well, rachel is engrossed too.. as we were both HUNGRY! boring day today. had like music theory from 5.30 to 10? disadvantages of having your piano teacher as your aunt and things are made worse when she stays in your house. bahh. so going to fail please. i need tuition and today is the last lesson and i havent done like one whole paper and timed myself before. i HATE composing, dont see the point of doing it. ughh. shall go sleep now! super tired.

LOVELOVELOVE!!!

2005-10-14T23:49:00.000-07:00

hellohelloo! time for me to start blogging. it has been hmm 1 month plus since i've last updated. should delete this blog soon, getting really sick of it. exams are over :D FREE! yup. though i'm always a little lost after the exams, have nothing much to do other than SHOPPING and going to friend's house. its fun though :)

oh ya..
ALL THREEFOUR PEOPLE PLEASE COME TO SCHOOL ON MONDAY 8.30AM FOR THE RETREAT.

yup, and if you're not planning to go DO NOT use the excuse "i didn't know, nobody told me" mr chan and miss joe teo will come after me. yup. went to shop on thursday! it was a happy day :) bought stuff :)) heh. but i'm a little broke now, but i made a pact with my mother. she's willing to sponsor for my shopping expenses since i did miracluously well for my piano exam. I DIDN'T FAIL!!! got distinction instead, really unexpected. yupyup. back to thursday. it was MUCH better than shopping on tuesday. tuesday was bad, i wasn't in the mood at all. period. lit sucked the energy out of me too. lucille even prayed for thursday to work out for all of us, God did bless us, it was really enjoyable other than the fact that teresa said that she wanted rachel to be there and that it would be much funner. lucille wasn't really happy to hear that. lucille got her beloved flower thing, using 25 cents of mine! hey lucille without that 25 cents that pretty flower would not be on your head! haha! i'm mean.

I'm not allowed to go for the twohreeohfour reunion chalet -pouts- need to go NUS with mommy tomorrow. she wants me to study music theory and help her out with some stuff. blah blah. oh yeah. band people, we are having band practice on monday from 2.30 to 6.30. yup. going to go of now! LOVELOVELOVE<3<3<3!!

2005-09-10T16:26:00.000-07:00

back from band camp!!! it went fine(: haha. but it was really INTENSIVE training. we played like for more than 7 hours a day a few hours in the morning.. then sectionals in the afternoon and 2 hours at night.. i like night practices the most.. cause the band room smells nice and i feel clean!!! haha!!! yupyup. amazing race was partially screwed.. it was not really well planned. haha. man phoebe's memorising thing is really difficult please!!! even till now i can only rmb one pattern.. -.- haha! then ya.. man i sorta miss sleeping in the ava room although it was hard and everything. but still i miss it. at least i didnt have to wake up and say i've got to study today or else my parents wld scold me. ugh. and I LOVE BREAKFAST!!!! the market sells good food(: i love the soya bean milk.. yup.. and man did i tell you lucille rachel joanne and me plays taiti whenever theres a free time? haha!! even mr tan noticed it.. oh wells. our onlyform of entertainment.. yepyep.. haha!!! generally band camp was really fine and all i can say is that our sec 1s are really LOUD! haha but they're improving.. (:

went for the csi thing on monday.. yupyup((: it was quite a happy day, met lucille and rachel in the morning to do the chem hmw.. its darn difficult couldnt do it.. we did section A -smiles. haha!! then went school. at ngee an poly we had to wear lab coats.. mine was huge.. yeap and we had to wear gloves.. haha and sadly i have sweaty palms and the whole thing inside was moist and gross.. but the experiments we did there were quite fun.. and it was short too.. on the way home we played taiti(you can tell that my taiti craze started on monday) yup.. it was difficult to play on the bus though.. it started out with ruishan rachel mr tang and me.. after that rachel lost and jana took over then i lost! no luck.. haha! anyways. went home and furiously packed my bag for the camp..

2005-09-01T13:10:00.000-07:00

oh my.. i've got lotsa stuff to blog about just that i dont think i'll remember each one of them and haha i'm lazy!!!

last monday-wednesday...
WHIZZ!!! gosh miss it sooo much. well, i was assigned to the costumes and i'm the buddy of CORDELIA!!! the MOST TALKATIVE GIRL in the whole group of children.. but i guess she's really adorable at times.. ya so practically all we did was hang costumes change the little ones, try shutting them up and entertain them! sounds interesting?? haha! but there was sort of a non stop food supply((: haha! my favorite!! yupyup he people there were darn nice i miss them so much!!! and the room where all the CHILDMINDER(what they call us) sleep and rest when the children haven't arrived yet.. yupyup.. and i was sick.. man the horrible headache!!! ack!! but i miss it alot!! and man valerie is good at french braiding everybody's hair!!! and emili is obsessed over the make up, and heard that its branded make up.. oh wells -shrugs- haha!!

the day before yesterday..
had dental appointment.. trust me i have dental phobia i was freaking scared of going there to fill my 2 holes ): but rachel came with me.. we went toa payoh and bought teachers' day presents for MR TEH((: mr chan mr tang and we felt the need that we should get one for our form teacher miss teow : oh wells. it was super cheap!! shall not say where we got it from, and we shared the cost so that makes it EVEN CHEAPER!!! hahah, i like sharing more.. not so weird.. oh wells. its the thought the counts rgt??? lol. then went to the primary school ahuh ahuh. so wanted to once again see the kids but i think the p2s were all around the canteen and i thought they were p1s i frantically stared at every single one of them hoping it was someone i knew.. but well. i didn't know anyone.. i was sad so was rachel)): then had dental rachel went first. the nurse could tell that i was really scared!! haha! so you can imagine huh. well blame it on the dentist in my primary school she was so mean to me please!! she has reaking mood swings and she scolds me for using too much of her water to rinse my mouth.. yup.. grr.. but thank goodness the one in ij primary was a zillion times better(: she was nice to me and ya she stopped alil while when i felt the pain.. yup filled my teeth and yay my teeth feels really clean but there was this one time when i spit out alot alot alot of blood!!! haha! thank goodness i'm alright with blood. haha!! rachel was freaked out.. and the super nice dental nurse gave me sal water to stop the bleeding cause it didn't stop!!! haha!! then rachel saw qalista yeo and calista zaini!!! ahh!!!! they recognised us!! i was so happy please!!!! was practically smiling at them from ear to ear!!! but i still didnt get to see cordelia and rachel's lynette. but oh wells 2 was better than none!!

yesterday
teachers' day mass, oh gosh. it was like practically DEAD!! no life at all... ah wells then finally it was over, they had the telematch thing teachers against the students?? the teachers won?? i think they were biased!!!:D haha who knows??? then went around giving teachers' day presents.. this is the first year in my secondary school life that i'm actually giving teachers' day presents!! wow. lucky teachers that i gave presents to.. well miss teow reaction was oh ok.. with a straight face. it made me wonder why i'd even bother buying sth for her.. well then next was mr chan!! oh gosh! he's so freaking funny!!! he held out his hand and expected us to put sth on his hand for him like he expected it!!! what a weird teacher!!! and as the card was really ugly i told mr chan sorry that the card was ugly and he said yes i know!!! annoying teacher! but still he's funny!! then next mis teow just had to put us down by giving us back our report cards): hate it.. although i did considerably ok i know my parents would not like it as the stupid school HAD to put the max marks beside our score freak.. sigh. then next me and rachel went down to continue giving out the presents to mr tang.. well. he said thanks which was good. and he offered rachel the cheesecake that he already licked. oh gross!! then he loved the tshirt that his class gave him cause it said that he was the GREATEST TEACHER but haha. me and rachel pointed at it and said we did not agree to it!! then he told me i could go for the csi thing!!!(: i was happy though i was just alil blur.. haha but yep i was happy!! then next was MR TEH!!! ooh my favorite teacher.. haha!!! as usual mr teh was super cute and he was rushing for time and he said he could use the cup for coffee?? did he i forgot.. but anyway WE LOVE MR TEH!! and wai mun gave mr teh a ruler that haha krystle broke his previous one!! and mr teh used it rgt away!! ((: then had math lessons.. then lucille adele ruishan and me went to eat at billy bomber hmm wait is it how thats spelt?? well they had this voucher thing that we buy one get one free. its still expensive anyway.. haha! but i ate myself to the brim i was actually realy full!!! but i still ate the most there!! HAHA! yep.. had fun((: then went home had piano wasn't feeling very well plaayed tonnes of wrong notes i have no idea how im going to pass my piano exam!! there's the bio thing on monday and band camp on tuesday till thursday which means i cant pratice the piano at all for at LEAST 2 days.. oh gosh. im dead meat i tell you.. and im so going to break my record of distinctions.. sighh...

sharon is coming over later on(: missed her!! couldnt meet up with her and shelvi yesterday.. and i totally fogot to bring my phone and yes. going to study with her today((: and i finally talked to jillinda- my best friend in primary school- after23987324091 years.. yep!! love her still!!! going to find a way to break the news of my results to my mother tonight.. bahh..
shall end now. God bless!! <3<3

2005-08-19T21:14:00.000-07:00

charlie and the chocolate factory rocks((: gosh. love willy wonka and charlie bucket and grandpa joe!! gosh, i love the garden! its so PRETTY and DELICIOUS!! :D yup love the show.. haha johnny depp is a really good actor!! but i still think the scene that willy wonka hugged his father looks alil wrong :/ heh

gosh, chemistry RETEST sucks? i think im going to fail AGAIN! bahh. but i enjoyed pc.. cause we were doing the word search thing.. it was fun but i chose the category chocolates which i think was too rash cause it was freaking difficult : sigh, but i think ever since then, everybody is going nuts over it.. especially connie!! haha. she cant stand it when she find a word! darn funny! oh wells, and we played this silence game, cause seriously thats the only way to shut the whole class up: including myself. but i kept laughing(silently)and yes. but i think it only worked really well the first 2 times, the rest it wasnt as silent as the first 2 times.. haha but we still managed to trick miss shanti that we got scolded thats why we were so quiet.. it was quite hilarious and our bonus was that we get to end lessons at 1.50.. but the fact was that miss shanti had to leave at 1.50 for oral exam.. -.- haha! then we proceeded to junction 8 for the movie.. blahbblah.. enjoyed myself today(: and oh yes. izza is so funny please!! had bad stomachache in the morning and so missed the bus.. saw izza and yeah walked to school together!! gosh, she's really funny!!! haha!

2005-08-16T21:49:00.000-07:00

oh gosh, BIO SPA SUCKED! i screwed it up.. oh wells. all the answers were wrong, i guess i concentrated too much to make it neat? but the sad thing is that its not neat :/ sighs. today was pure torture for me, couldn't keep myself awake at all. slept during english, bio, math, chinese test, chemistry wasn't too bad, managed to stay awake part of the time. yes.. miss teow is SUPER LAME! gosh. she's "amazing". got home, practiced the piano! aren't you proud of me :D haha! and my piano exam is on 15th september!!! im so freaking scared please, so going to fail and my mother wants me to get a distinction?? gosh, God bless me..

father scolded me yesterday for not doing his math homework seriously. i was very very annoyed, but i guess i was really used to it already? yeah.. he's a lousy teacher.. UGH! forget it. and oh my gosh! i cant believe miss yip actually gave me and connie a soft toy! its superbly cute and according to qiyi its the piccolo mascot, twiddle dee. she's nicer than mr chan!! ok. he better not know i wrote this or else who knows how many cip hours wld be gone! haha! ya, talking about mr chan, he walked away when i was trying to tell him about miss yip.. -.- oh wells.. got to go now.. LOVELOVELOVE!!(:

2005-08-09T23:51:00.000-07:00

today was a sucky day. period. both parents were at home, they were either teaching me math, asking me to play the piano, asking me to help them out with the new mp3 player, nagging at me, ordering me to do this and that. ONE WHOLE DAY WASTED JUST LIKE THAT!! ugh. i want to get out of THE house, well i just want to be alone in my room, without my parents checking on me every freaking MINUTE!!! it's a school holiday tomorrow((: but my father will be at home + i'll be having piano lessons))))): i expect tomorrow to turn out as bad as today. I DESPERATELY NEED SOME SPACE AND SOMEONE TO CHEER ME UP! ok. shall stop complaining and i sound psychotic?

today totally didnt felt like national day to me. well, i want wearing red, instead i was wearing black. heh. anyway, went for lunch at about 12nn came back at 1pm then i had my oh-so-interesting math lessons with my oh-so-dearest father for 3 FEAKING HOURS!!! then played the piano for 2 hours. and my life ended somewhere around there. yep, was then annoyed and lethargic for the rest of the day, actually not much of the day was left, had dinner ate curry fish head YUMMILICIOUS!! it has been a loong time since i've ate that, and guess what? the fish's eyeballs were great too!!!(: its nice squishy and delicious! sounds gross eh? yup. wanted to go yongling's house as lucille was there and i wld like to escape from my parents for like awhile, but i didnt go in the end. my father: "you dont go there and do weird christian stuff" and i was like:" BUT IM A CHRISTIAN!!!" and he was like:"it's different you dont understand" i was pissed. then i was like FINE! and ya. end of story. shall go now, pray that i'll survive piano.. and my father. tata!(:

2005-08-08T21:23:00.000-07:00

i'm moody! well, maybe i'm just extremely annoyed by my father. yes, and my mother too, and my maid! i miss my old maid oh-so-much!!! love her! she's ten times more QUIETER than this current one -shivers. anyway, national day mass today wore RED and jeans. trust me, i reall do NOT like wearing red.. that explains why i dont have a red shirt in my wardrobe, in the end bought a freaking red top at fox, they had some sale. it rained today, i wanted to perform, cause i was thinking of sitting on the chair when everybody is sitting on the floor in their jeans try to NOT show their skin too much. well, but it rained anyway.. the performance was cancelled! yes. then had mass in the hall, gosh sitting on the floor with jeans is a horrid idea. it was extremely uncomfortable my legs went NUMB! then finally passed the edusave thing to mrtang, forgot to pass it mr chan in the morning.. forgetful me. ah wells. then went back to class, got our souveinirs and teresa, rui shan and grace didn't come ahuh, there goes shopping day! after school we took 156, wanting to go TOWN but we ended up in CLEMENTI! oh my gosh, we're so smart. had lunch at macs there we felt really uncomfortable as well, it felt dirt and like nobody was speaking in english all you hear is chinese words all arnd, it felt really.. DIRTY air con was not working well?? but had twisted fries and double spicy burger. it was SUPERB!!! yes, then we sat down and talked for quite awhile. i ~~like~~ love talking heh.(:

got home, father was at home ): not that i dont love my father or anything, i just like being along at home. really i enjoy peace and serenity at home. so yes. i watched phantom of the opera! I LOVE IT!!! and yes, i like think of me phoebe and angel of music!!!((: and phantom of the opera itself!! its superbly nice(: and my father was like so anti climax, he was like why do you like this kind of shows. they arent even talking and i was like you're supposed to listen to the lyrics of the songs?? yes, and he just went on about how he didn't get the show while i was crying for the show?! talking about tactless. i'm very tired. there's nth on during this period of time and my father wld still be at home on wednesday!!! ugh!!! i really don't like it AT ALL!!! sigh. all i can do is come online and do bloghopping. yes, and i'm determined to go for next year's festival of praise.

lucille
what happened to my lucsongs??? remember you're supposed to sing and i'll jump? you can ask rachel and phoebe nicole teresa to join and make me jump more! (:

2005-08-06T23:35:00.000-07:00

ok people. i cant go for the festival of praise... SIGH!!!!!! wow and my mother is a christian??? thats surprising.. yep. shall not think about it. makes me sad. yeps. UGH!!! ok. yes. had honour's day yesterday. it was a tiring day, yesyes. had to carry many many stuff. thank God we only have to carry the amplifier once only and connie and me used to chair to roll the amplifier over. yepyep. was playing the flute the whole day. darn tiring. yes yes. and connie was sick!! she kept sniffing and oh my her pile of tissue paper was growing very rapidly. all the teachers thought she was cold? but she's not?? oh wells. the school song went well/alright. then we ran up and i was PANTING! and i tell you don play the flute when you're panting cause there's no air for you to blow out!!! yes, so i was like shivering. no air.. haha. but recovered in a while la. yesyes. not many ppl were staring so it was fine i guess. and after the whole thing got our phones and bag back from mr tang's car and went home with yining! haha. then home sweet home was super tired!!!

next day, woke up late. had band in the morning. i nearly did not come for band. but if i didn't i'll be dead! cause im the one holding on to the band room key without even realising... yes, im really smart. but i really didn't know. it was such a torturing experience to DRAG myself out of bed. the vicious cycle that i got throught everyday. UGHH! then yes. was so late didn't even meet up with lucille and teresa was walking to school!! well yes, then saw everybody outside band room and i was like wondering why didn't they open the door. then it came to me.. the band room key was with me!!! embarrassing. oh wells. then had sectionals. blahblah. band ended. went straight home and slept all the way till 6! yes, that's how tired i am. then went out for dinner and everything got home mother bought this new mp3 player thing for herself, i like my ipod shuffle more(: then asked her if i could go for hilsongs, she said NO! ugh. i really want to go!!! im terribly sad!!! oh well, till next time, bye!.

2005-07-31T06:34:00.000-07:00

HELLOHELLO!! today is such a gorgeous day! haha, oh well. studied today, amazing huh. i guess from tmr onwards i might not even have the time to study. yuck, thinking about it irks me. -shudders- well, practiced alil weeny bit on the flute, abit on piano. large doses of chem:\ and abit on bio. good enough alright, for a day that is. i cant really get the studying momentum anymore, lost it since exam ended. oh wells.

lucille!!! didn't update your blog, i so dont sound like you! and you'll probably kill me if i start writing nonsense, so to play safe i didn't do anything! heh.

<3

2005-07-30T22:53:00.000-07:00

im back! today's goood. well there's band in the morning. waking up was a really tiring process that i have to experience everyday sigh.yup. then band blah blah. it seemed pretty loong.. well. yes at the end of it connie and i have to play the whatever song to mr chan. heh. i sounded really really atrocious. rythms were all wrong as mr chan wld have put it. ah well. going to practice tmr i think??? heh. but ya. then ket trying out different mode/instrument/stuff on the keyboard and mr chan was so scared connie wld press anything and he said not to fiddle with it as it is too complicated for his human brain. or did he say the human brain oh well.

rushed off to meet my family at some hotel restaurant behind meridian, well they didn't have my frog congee. BAHH! i was so looking forward to it, yet they said that we came too early and they haven't prepared it yet. sucks. but oh well, we had other food that were good too. i was kinda feeling lethargic then, so i didn't open my mouth for any other purposes other than eating. what a pig! yup then lucille called me when i was eating my beloved crabs, i was in a helpless situation, so left it ringing super loudly.oh yes, i ordered mango pudding!! it's darn cool, its like there were orange liquid in like the bottom of the champaign glass, and they added a piece of dried ice, and on the top was the mango pudding! sounds super cool huh. so there were like 3 layers: orange white yellow. the white was due to the sublimed carbon dioxide! darn cool. haha, oh well, then went shopping at john little i saw this nice shorts, but my mother and auntie saw and they were like you wear this out, rather'd not wear anything. sigh, mothers.. then on going home we smelt famous amos! mother bought 200g for me and lucille. it's darn good((:

then lucille came over, wanted e to teach her functions. well, we were obvioiusly distracted by the food, ok, maybe it was just me. but anyways, i did manage to teach her and she could understand what i was trying to say, so good job nahnah! and ok let's give some credit to lucille for controling me from getting to obsessed with the food. oh wells, yep. we talked we laughed, lucille is feeling high, she was like dancing in front of my tv! wacky woman. and back to serious matters, i have 4 tests next week?! what's this? im so going to fail i tell you. there's amath retest on monday, chemistry test on acid and bases and QA on tuesday, bio transport in mammals on wednesday, emath trigonometry on friday?? band on monday friday saturday morning. whizz officially starts for the back stage on tuesday thursday and saturday afternoon, and piano on wednesday. im fully booked, i feel as though i cant breathe! and sec 3 life seems to past so fast!! whoosh. heh. that's it, im dead.

2005-07-29T22:32:00.000-07:00

HEY!! bah. yes. friday is here. im high, cause its friday!! which means weekends are here! whoo!!! ok.. today was quite a fun yet TIRING day. yepp. went for he biopolis thing. quite interesting. now i want to go for the whatever course or thing. yep. with krystle and kellly?? i dunno. oh well. see first. im so BOOKED! gosh. next week is HELL we've got amath retest on monday, chem test on tuesday, bio on wednesday, emath on friday!! FILLED! and whizz is like going to start?? AAAHHHHH! what the freak. yep. and talking about biopolis. my back was aching from carrying my back. IM NOT KIDDING! it hurts like crap i tell you. so heavy. and im skinny. mr tang is mean to me and lucille. but oh well. funny too. i cant be bothered. then AND YES!! gelena, im not angry with you!! no need to get me a new bio textbook! unneccessary. its still fine, anyway, its just bio. well.. yes. noww. there's band tmr.. hmm. wake up early again.
EVERYBODY!!! PHOEBE GETS TO GO FOR THE OH-SO-COOL BIO FORENSIC SCIENCE THING!!!! the world's unfair. haha!! but anyway good for her. she really likes it too rgt?? haha. while we're in BAND CAMP. bahh. oh well. going now. bye!(:

2005-07-28T04:46:00.000-07:00

hi people, im depressed. some ppl will know why. yep, but i think its natural to feel that way. it is. i think.im just very lost. i no longer know who i respect most. its like i lost the respect for them. yep i did. well. it was really traumatic. cried myself to sleep yesterday night.. well.. yes, eyes were puffy and swollen today. ahuh, not nice. but who cares. i don care anymore.

had piano yesterday. NOT NICE! yup. before that mr sim came over to get his scores. yup caught on recent stuff and yup. then had piano. wah sucked badly. but i guess she cant be bothered with me anymore. might as well let me fail. theory i cant compose for nuts i tell you! yes. sigh. then well watched man hunt halfway then my father came to off my tv. found passion of the christ for rachel though i'd rather not found out anything.. yes. lord, grant me strength. amen.

yup. next day, was quite relaxed i just kept sleeping throughout the lessons. sleep. heh. and had pastamania!!! yummy the creamy chicken is really really creamy! oh gosh *rubs tummy. then went around fun. then went home lucille came over!! was laughing like mad. she's really really funny. and then she slept while doing chemistry. and i only woke her up after doing the whole paper. haha! yep and mr tang told us that band girls cant go for the forensic science thing. BBAAAHHH! clashes with band camp. there goes my chance. sigh. but i guess i cant help it. i hope band camp will be fun. and.. I HATE SHARINGS. im in no state to share anything now..

2005-07-26T18:46:00.000-07:00

HELLO! im online again. i sneaked online. again. oh well, who cares. IM SUPER TIRED!!! but i have to stay awake to do all the stuff. let me see. chinese test tmr, biology quiz tmr, debate tmr, piano tmr! WHAT COULD SUCK MORE??? i want to pon. ok. get rid of that thought. i cant skip piano anyway, sigh. im tired. oh well. we had spa today. everything was wrong. rachel the genius got the both substances correct!! bahh. oh well. yep had pizza before that ((: FOOD. my favorite. haha. yep. hawaiin but its quite cheeseless. wheres the cheese??? I LOVE CHEESE!!! but oh well. better than nth. i slept during chinese AS USUAL. but i think i really slept. i didn't know what was happening at all. it felt good anyway((: and julie leong IS SUPERBLY ANNOYING. she just keep catching me for talking. and blah blah... yes. im tired. gtg. God bless me tmr.

2005-07-24T00:30:00.000-07:00

HEALTH AND WEALTH DAY.
its a sad day. the crowd cant even measure up to 200???it was well. EMPTY!! i had to go around HUNTING for adults to go for massage and relexology and the check up. oh well. managed to get some. but ya. ate many bananas. don talk about it. yup. so going to shit. lala. and ya. went lucille house later on. played her drumset.. so fun!!! i finally managed to get that freaking rhythm. haha!!! and i feel like a pig. i EAT ALOT! but come to think of it. thats how everone recognises me for. heh. oh well. and i love lucille's shirt. ahuh. and i like the balloon. with my name.(: its nice you see. i like it. and ya. and oh my gosh. waimun talks alot. although she do not look like that kind you know who just goes on. darn funny. had funny today. other than the fact it was tiring. and just freaking practiced my piano. bahh. hate it. it was a solely scales practice. for an hour?? thats stupid. well. I LOVE SINGING! though i suck at it. well. thank you lord. still trying to figure it out. cant sing high. but its fun anyway. haha!!! just watched bring it on.. mmm. k. will be back on friday. as you see my mother only allows me to go online on friday and saturday *rolls eyes*

2005-07-22T06:12:00.000-07:00

hello hello!!! school's fine!! other than me not being able to go for the bio thing which suck.sigh. oh well. oh a. i cant sigh. miss teow wld come after me. -.- oh well. long story. yep. ok. health and wealth day is tmr. it feels as though i've not done many things yet. oh well. but its quite fun. i like my commitee. they're all nice((: and ya. its sounds quite interesting and everything. oh well. and i'll be situated in the conference room for all the relfexology stuff... air con((: i can imagine all the food. haha! so much for the health part. oh wells. yup. today is a TIRING day. im really exhausted but im still coming online cos if i don come online today i'll only have one day left to go online. which is tmr. sucks. what a horrible rule. *roles eyes* wells. schools been great. had fun in school and today rachel and i were sitting down together and started talking. its fun!!! I LOVE TALKING TO WHOMEVER AND WHOEVER who are willing to talk((: thats all. got to sleep. -snores.

2005-07-19T01:56:00.000-07:00

HELLOHELLO!!! today was.. STRANGE. yep thats the word. feels weird. i think its the rain. it rained like practically the WHOLE FREAKING DAY! it was moist and such a great weather to SLEEP!! hoho. yep. as you see, im ALWAYS SLEEPY and hungry. heh. ya. im no longer sitting with teresa anymore. melissa hong came back from japan. and yup. look on the bright side. i wont get punished that easily for talking during biology lessons.. well. mr tang pulled my table(melissa's table) to the front cos i was talking to teresa. well laughing. but teresa's really funny. she looked at yining's cactus and was thinking of growing taogei(her fav vegetable) on her table??what a WEIRD friend i have! and i got punished. and i brought my cme book today!!! to prepare for tmr incase ms ho make the half the class stand and shift places again.. oh well. yep. and today i sighed and everything and miss teow, our beloved form teacher, wanted to see me after chem and yup. told me about my sighing habits? yep. oh well. anyways. going to do the debate thing now.

2005-07-15T22:28:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh!!! im SUPERBLY TIRED!!!!! such a long time since i've blogged.. mmm.. heh. life's been good. though school's been a DREAD!!! well. its fun at the same time. funny stuff happened. i've been really busy. well. its tiring but its sorta fun. heh. and i disected a heart. sheep's heart. heh. fun.. yep. though its gross. haha. but still, i stuck my finger through any available vessel. i had my gloves on you see(: so my hand did not stink like adele's and phoebe's and rui shan's one. haha!!!! its darn smelly. poop. oh well. its fun((: then everything past like super fast?? yup. though got punished and scolded by teachers and parents but i guess its sorta a ROUTINE already. heh! oh well. went for concert today. mr chan's treat. amazing huh?? i wonder what's the behind motive. oh well. i was sleeping. the songs are like freaking 30 mins lllooooooonnggggggg. and mainly saxophone. even mr chan said he fell asleep holding onto the programme booklet. but the thing is really cool!!! yep then we went to eat at bk. darn funny. talked about our teachers. heh!!! tan poh yoke!!! then went home sweet home. ((: blog some other day!!

2005-06-25T22:45:00.000-07:00

holidays are over. well to me ya. it is. band today. had the welcome party for the sec 1s. the FOOD was YUMMY!! roseann boiled my sausages for me((: she rock. ya with xiuting and roshini too. heh. went roseann's house on friday. yep. i <3 her big ball!! -bouunce- its fun. and i didn't get headache. heh. and roshini's fingernails are painted red and green!!! by xiuting. haha. it was hilarious. went home... and blahblah.

today

reached school in time. haha. started with the games and everything. then the prie presentation. then food! after food. you shld see the flute's section. MAN MY SECTION IS SOSOSO GREEDY!!! haha. we took one whole big plate of jelly. and we gobbled it up in like 5 mins??? wow. we're great. haha. then adeline came to look for scores and everything. yup. library's in a ~~BIG~~ HUGE mess. sigh... yep. but the scores CANT STAND!!! i wonder who's the next librarians. and i think mr chan is rgt. we need 2 more asst librarians. then practiced. after that took a root beer home.. greedy me.. then went to collect the chocomania stuff for the class. more chocolates for 3/4!!!!! WHOO!

2005-06-21T22:46:00.000-07:00

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Lucille is your soulmate.

You truly love Jacinta.

You consider Rachel your true friend.

You know that Teresa is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Krystle for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Emili is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Rui Shan is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Grace is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Grace changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Phoebe is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Phoebe has a hidden internet romance.

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wow. what and interesting quiz. heh! some are quite true. but the weird one is about grace changing lovers like underwear? thats weird. haha! ok. yep. today is totally slack. i didn't do anthing!!! other than some stuff. yups. welll. holidays have been good. i enjoyed it. but its going to end soonX( bah!!! i'll miss the holidays. but the only bad thing is that i didn't do much of my homework. im dead!!! miss teow mr tang mr teh miss shanti mrs fam julie leong wld KILL ME!!! ok other than mr teh. oh well. yep. going to cut hair with emili phoebe rachel krystle and teresa tmr. sounds like a crowd huh. heh! yep. ok gotta go. mother wants to use the comp AGAIN! they closed my window yesterday. bah.

2005-06-17T03:52:00.000-07:00

ONE MORE WEEK!!! and shool holidays will be over. this sucks. i wish there were 3 more weeks of holiday. this holiday is actually quite enjoyable. yep. although most of the time im going for band. but oh well. but mr tan is darn funny/lame and i have phoebe(: so its fine. yep.. i woke up at 6.30 well. 6.45. heh. my back was BURNING! its red. lobster red. oh well. i had difficulty wearing all my clothes cos my skin will hurt and everything. BAH!! yep. then went school. haha. on time(: and yep called people who didn't come and everything. blah blah. they split into woodwinds and brasses. phoebe allowed me to take woodwinds. although she was supposed to take woodwinds. heh! phoebe i'll take brasses the next time(: yep. the juniors are really not bad. well the woodwinds. ahuh. well. but another flute spoilt. cheryl's flute lao hong. mr tan's going to send it for repair. ya. then mr tang was the delivery man. haha! took orders from everyone of us and bought us food. yummy. haha. and germain said im either talking about how tired i am or im talking about food. which is true. to a certain extent. haha! yep. then went bishan with connie and phoebe. haha! ate pastamania shared the hawaiin pizza!! YUMMY! spent 4.25 cause there is NO students deal during the hols): yep. was tired then went home. i slept all the way to 5. cause im DAMN TIRED! cause of sentosa yesterday.

yep i love teresa rachel krystle grace and ruishan!!!!!! and of course emili and lucille too. yep. i love them all. sentosa was fun cos of them(: well. it'll be sth that i'll never forget. YES! they know why.. haha! rachel's red! haha. ahuh! i had fun! whoo!

2005-06-12T21:51:00.000-07:00

HELLOHELLO!!! long time since i've blogged. heh. can't really rmb what exactly happened recently. heh. THE FEVER BURNT MY BRAINS!!! oh well. talking about that i hope teresa's rash is gone. i want her to be healthy again, although how much she SUCKS! read this teresa. haha. ok. yep what's happening in my life?? well.. MAHJONG POOL BAND and ALIL BIT OF SHOPPING! SENTOSA's on this THURSDAY!! let's pray for it to NOT BE POSTPONED AGAIN! but lucille wont be able to make it): bahh. she's going for retreat when she jus came back from china. hmm. I FOUND A MOLE IN MY MOUTH! interesting eh? that explains my greedy-ness(according to my mother) heh! its cute. ok shall stop talking about moles. POOL'S FUN!! I LIKE IT!! went with krystle to play pool with her on thursday. haha won some lost some. i still possess some beginner's luck(: but i hate it when the white ball goes in with the last black ball. it happened who knows how many times. bahh. yep. and grace and adam came and played 2 games. yep. me and grace lost. adam's darn good. bahh. ok. yep.

next thing happening in the holidays...
MAHJONG!!!!!ahuh. it rocks. played on wednesday. it was a band day. recruits band. we were mostly busy cutting hearts yep. and some were shaving pencils. yep and mr chan came with all the scores he bought from china and me eunice and mr chan were playing some of them. i like winter sonata. yep. but mr chan's off to china AGAIN??! haha. jacinta says he's visiting his wife. lol. yep. emili's house ate chicken instant noodles and i only won 2 or 3 games. i don like that position. it brings BAD LUCK! but its fun. yep yep.

coming up will be...
SENTOSA!!!!yep. on thursday. RUISHAN!! GO!!!! yep.. who wants to come??

ok. i gtg. band tmr. oh ya. and we did the voting. oh well. yep. shall go write the hearts already. its crumpled. heh.

2005-06-05T07:14:00.000-07:00

ok! im going to do MAJOR blogging. ahuh. lets start from when i can rmb. POOL DAY! yeap its a friday. ahuh. ok went for band in the morning. fever's gone. yeap did the library. its sorted out. and yeap. was sweating. met krystle at scotts later on. was going to shop for teresaa's present. yep got it. went topshop. bought hot shorts. yep all three of us except phoebe. pfft.. all three different colours. emili got white i got black krystle got brown :D i didnt look good in it though. my legs are FAR TOO LONG!!! bad point about having legs that are TOO LONG. yep. oh well. then went for pool... ooh. saw siew mun. lucille and teresa's cg friend. yep. was shocked. and it was my first time playing pool so it SUCKED. but we had quite abit of BEGINNER'S LUCK according to krystle. heh. krystle's great friends were laughing at us. ha-ha. oh well. we played for who knows 3 hours. and we ran off after we heard that the cops were coming. THE COPS! fun day. i was darn tired. went home with krystle on bus 167.. yep the day ended.

saturday

well. band practice. hmm all the seniors are back!!! I MISS-ED THEM!!! well. other than one. yep! love them!! heh. we had the buddy thing. taught the juniors. blah blah. was ok. i like my juniors. then had combine. was supposed to borrow cheryl's flute. yep. but used jacinta's one instead. why? cos eunice wants to use my flute. yup let her cause i thought it was just a temporary thing. ahuh. but i calculated that her flute will be back by 16th may? so i was thinking ok. i'll have my flute for the performance. but.. eunice wants to use my flute for the performance and she'll not let me have my flute for the performance. but i managed to persuade her and she called me IDIOT in the end. wow. and now my flute is currently in her house. yep. and i won the mahjong game in phoebe's phone. haha. fun. haha then went to phoebe's house. haha. had fun there. watched meet the fockers. but was not totally paying attention to the show. but got what it meant. haha. milo poo-ed in front of me AGAIN! yep. but he was obediant that day. other than when i was about to leave it just kept on barking and barking. scary.. yep. then went home. mother is sick!! my disease her fever was HIGH! heh. yep. poor woman. oh well.

today

nth much. stayed home needed to look after my sick mother. yep. she kept complaining how hungry she is and wanted me and my father to go buy food for her. blah blah. returned my over-due library books. heh. and yep. found an interesting book. but i forgot to bring my ex-link card. sheesh. oh well. then ya. bought stuff from ntuc and went home. read my story book... finished it. and guess what??? TERESA CALLED FROM CHINA!!!! ooh!! haha! i love her!! and i miss lucille too!!! bah.. quick come back!!!

2005-06-01T19:56:00.000-07:00

IM SICK!!!

yep, tonnes of people are sick. it's the fever bug according to emili. well, it started on sunday. went for church services with my mum a st andrew cathedral. yup. i had sore throat at first it was bad i was like hyperventilating during service. bad bad. then went to food court for lunch. bought the esprit bag. black, i wanted GREEN! its so FUNKAYE!! but ya. mother said it was difficult to match and everything and since she wanted to use it i chose black. yup. then went expo there was this mph sale!! the stuff there went damn cheap! storybooks for 5 bucks!!WHOO! but thats where my fever started. then went to the food expo. i was shivering then. yup. was bad man. took cab home. mercedes(: reached home i jusst fell flat onto the bed. my temp was 38.8 yup. next few days were disaster!!

monday

well fever fever. could NOT get out of bed. head was spinning like mad!! nearly blackout. yup. my mum and my maid have to like support me all the way to sun plaza. it was bad. yup. fever 38.3 at the clinic. blah blah. went home sleep. used ice. cos my head was to HOT!. yup. didn't go for band. heard that band attendance was atrocious! lol!! oh well. yup sick couldn't go to school to get my report book. yep other ppl weren't allowed to take for me. so i guess i'll be going on friday. if my fever goes away. pray!! was hoping my fever will go away by evening. but it didn't so i couldn't make it for the bbq =( i was SAD! yep. well but it was a good thing that i didn't go cause my fever went up to 39.5 degrees. so if i went i'll most probably be dead! yup. teresa smsed me in the night! heh. they were early then they were late!! lol and heard that mr chan is going china with them too!!! yup.

tuesday

another day of fever. emili's fever was much better already mine was still bad. sentosa was cancelled. well. i wont be able to go even if its on ugh. yup father took urgent leave. i ate like tonnes of medicine that day and i nearly fainted once AGAIN! yup. i knelt at the toilet bowl waiting for myself to vomit but i forgot that i didn't have lunch so there wont be anything my body can expel other than gastric juices. pH2. oh well. yup. fever maintained at 38 degrees the whole day just that at the end of the day it was 38.9. yup. had ice and everything on me once again. but was better than monday. cos i sweat-ed heh. it works.

wednesday

i was fine the whole day temperature was 36.3 healthy(: well nth interesting happened that day. skipped piano lessons though((:

today

my fever went up again! yup its currently 37.5 not tt bad but i cant afford to let it rise anymore. yeah. im going to read my storybook. drop dead GORGEOUS! its quite nice. just that i didn't know that there were SO many sex parts. but it talks about a young journalist who became best friends with a famous actress and also got to know this rock star nd their world is all about sex drugs and stuff. ya. they talked about the transformation in the journalist's life. quite interesting. yep.

2005-05-27T22:41:00.000-07:00

kallang theatre performance is over. well. i hoped i played well. i tried my best at least((: it was quite a fun yet tiring day. i woke up at 5.30 and i slept at 1! man. thats sound bad rgt?? but everything went well. i was late. as usual. saw izza on the mrt and yep teresa and lucille were waiting at macs. but when we reached there, their hotcakes were not there yet. and i ate too. haha. temptation.was late as expected. but oh well. no teachers there yet. so i guess it was ok. hhaha. then went kallang theatre. well. ya. i cant rmb which rehersal but mr chan is damn funny!! he called ernica darla! cause he said ernica reminds him of the girl in finding nemo who shook nemo up and down and mr chan demonstrated all the stuff PLUS got sound effects of darla hitting the fish tank. it was damn funny. then mr chan had propaganda to make me think as though i chose the wrong sub combination for not choosing physics! haha cant go poly or sth. well. i will fail my physics if i took it!. lalala. yup. then had rehersals. man. it was ok. then we could watch the rest of the rehersal but some of us have to go down to watch the instruments. yup. it was ok la. well haha. had fun. was quiet could sleep. heh. then rachel came down and noelle jade liting joanna phoebe and me. yup all down looking at instruments. played games. yup then it was LUNCH!!! sounds nice?? yup. definately. it was nice. yummy yummy. haha glutton. yes. and during curtain call mr tang called me a hungry ghost!! SO MEAN!! haha. but its just the high metabolism rate i tell you. but haha. im ok with it. yup dinner was nice. then we played. it was quite well done. mr tan is so funny!! mr chan look like white chicken! lol! make up and everything the bedshit which was the cape that he was wearing had a stain on it! damn funny mr chan acted as this weird protector of book of life thing. haha funny. and rosemarie's nerdish smile keep recurring in my head!! and i wld burst out laughing i tell you!!! yup. was scared on stage hardly moved. but i hope it was ok. andthen i was SO FREAKING TIRED on the way home, i slept and yup. carried stuff and everything. mr yap gave us a ride to novena mrt. yup and in the end we still took cab other than lucille. yup cab fare was like freaking ex!!! yup. then reached home at like 12+++ then slept.

today
had mass, woke up at 7. was really tiring. lack of sleep!!!! yup was late. yep as usual then after mass we went for the freaking grooming thing which is so darn boring and thats it. nth much. oh ya went with lucille and teresa to cine to watch medagescar. yup. quite funny. but its darn ex!! im like broke now!!! ugh. yup and we had pastamania before that!!! whoo.

2005-05-23T04:37:00.000-07:00

im tired!! well. thats always my opening sentence for every post! lol. oh well. lets start.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHOEBE!<3<3

yup. heh. sunday:
went lucille and teresa's church(: was fun. heh. well lets hope that now my mother's home i'll be able to go. i hope -crosses fingers- well went home and i had piano lessons): BORING!! but well look on the bright side, i didn't get a scolding. heh! im so proud of myself. then went to changi airport to fetch my mum home after 15 days. man. those days were seriously GOOD la. well. my father allowed me to go anywhere i want(: nice father. i was looking forward to seeing what my mother have bought for me. she made it sound nice. well quite. but ya. it was a disappointment. ya. was really bad man. yuck!

today:
was boring woke up at like 10+++ went to eat. was super annoyed by my mother the WHOLE DAY!!! was bad. got so annoyed. cos my mother is SO NOISY i cant sleep!!! oh well. thats it. pool tmr!!

2005-05-20T23:08:00.000-07:00

im freaking TIRED. period. its like i sleep at 10? and im still tired. gosh. anyways. life have been good((: exams marks were bad. but i guess cheerleading cheered me up as krystle is always so HYPER!! i <3 her! haha. she dances well. haha! she cracks me up(: and the rest too la! mahjong was fun man! haha! memory game!! i <3 it! cause thats the only part that i can actually win. haha! man. emili is going to train me to be a taitai? haha! ya. but emili ah. true taitai. borned one. well. recieved the news that we don need to attend the ij netball carnival. all the ij heartbeat people. well. i was happy at first, but i'll definately miss dancing with them although i suck darn badly at it. but i shall accept it. hehe. and ruishan! sorry im such a horrible back supporter and jus let you fall down from your elevator stunt.): and emili krystle and rui shan!
this shit is bananas. B-A-N-A-N-A-S!!(:
man. that makes us damn hyper! we'll all sing to it. haha! and man. it jus keeps replaying itself in my head. right krystle?? haha! dont miss us too much;)band was bad man. haha! the conducting part was super bad man phoebe sabo-ed me!!!! it was damn bad! dont wanna think about it. XD going to help out for the cheerleading thing after band.

home alone. i <3 my room((:

2005-05-17T12:03:00.000-07:00

i <3 my room(: haha. i do i do. just changed my template(: heh. well. i woke up at 6:40 today. ahuh. was late by 1 hour plus : asked my father if i should go to school at that time. he was like. is there anything impt today? and i said oh. they are briefings and everything then he said oh. stay at home then and i was like ok. my head throbs. hurts. and i have a slight sore throat but other than that. im fine.

16th may, monday
reached school at 8:30 when everyone didn't have to go to school. went for the leadership thing for the 'health and wealth day' does it sounds interesting to you? i doubt so. haha. but they told us that there will be games like the gladiator and the bungee run. heh. that caught MY attention. haha. ya. was sent to the health services team when it was my third choice? well, i guess it wasn't that bad?? quite slack(: wanted to go logistics or games. totally seperated from victoria nicole and guan yu and all the 3/4 ppl.. but hey, i like my team members too. they're nice. haha. then everything ended at 12?? had lunch with victoria and nicole at the gourmet paradise? haha. cheap cheap food for a glutton like me! but i could not find my CHEAP CHEAP CHICKEN SPEGHETTI!!! GONE!!! poof* was sad. in the end i ate mee pok dry(: yummylicious. nicole treated me to agar agar. haha. it was nice too. i haven't ate it for years. haha! then nicole went to meet isaac and me and victoria went town! whoo again. haha. shopped around. was really tired thanks to the leadership thing. saw priscilla, nicole, stef, gillian and amanda. yep, explained to them about the leaadership thing. poor me! haha. and then went home. had fun(:

at home, i slept straight for 3 hours! was darn tired. haha. woke up, took a bath and watched tv. survivor! heh. yep. then my head started throbbing. hurts like hell la.. all the way to the night. mummy called from china. told me she bought many stuff. oh well. pray that it is nice. i don dare to raise my hopes too high. yup.

today.
teresa called me to tell me that i better go for school s there wld be a rehersal. yup. tried contacting mr chan. haha. but gave up and decided not to go. haha. but he told me they no longer need a flautist anymore. yup. mr chan, you spelt flautist wrongly. haha. well, was smsing jacinta. hey cheer up k? yup. my maid is getting on my NERVES!!! i cant stand her. she cooked lunch at 11AM?! i was like i just had my breakfast and now half an hour later you want me to have lunch? man. she needs training. and my aunt who is assigned to teach her all the cooking is damn freaking lazy la! she didn't even teach her! and she scolds me for being lazy during the exam period? like hello??? you're not even in singapore when i studied so hard for the exams, and you just came home at that particular time to see me relaxing for that half an hour and you start giving me a lecture?? shoooo please. -rolls eyes.

2005-05-14T23:11:00.000-07:00

today wasn't all that a cheerful day. i am not in my best of mood cause of a variety of things. well. band in the morning. i was darn tired. totally worn out. as i slept at 1 in the morning. yup. got up anyway. was packing to swim. so was a little late. but everyone of us were late. haha! yup. and then band started. blah. the lord of the dance is nice. well. except i cant seem to get the hang of pitching the notes in the piccolo. dont ask why. yup. then went j8. as usual. ate and everything. was persuading rachel to go. but she went home and miscommunication haha. yup. mr chan wanted me to call him. yup. and i was shocked haha! yep. and i was telling lucille rachel and teresa my fustrations. what will happen when the seniors leave?man band life without jacinta to talk to? sigh. man. and i regretted what i've done. why didn't i listen to lucille? some people maybe just do not appreciate nice stuff. -rolls eyes. sucks. hate it. yup. then went to teresa's house. yup. swim swim! haha. but we mostly remained in the pool and started singing. haha! yup. then swim till 6.15? yeah. bathed and everything. teresa cooked maggie for me. prawn. and her mini packet was infested with worms? yeah. gross. then went to the library borrowed books. ahuh. had fun today. i'll try to be happy.but some people are just darn annoying. so not freaking sincere. shoo.

2005-05-13T08:48:00.000-07:00

ok. shopping rocks. i love it! bought stuff. happy((: its nice to be happy. man i have mood swings. that sucks i am happy and grumpy on different days. well. but today was a really happy day. finally! i went out with rachel lucille and teresa! they all looked great! haha! really. lucille bought her skirt at forever21. man 43 bucks! ouch! but ya. it looked great on her! yeah. but that drained her supply of money. then next was taka. ate at kfc. haha! broke our promise of not eating. well its only 3 bucks. rgt? haha. oh well. went heeren. lucille and teresa bought slippers! whoo. haha. i love those slippers got the brown ones. yup. then me and rachel were at the other side looking at earrings and bracelets. rachel bought the earring. i bought the bracelet. haha! i like it. rachel's one is nice too!(: yup then continued shopping. haha. was fun. then we went around the whole orchard road. to centrepoint. yup i got a handbag! whoo. saw this sale at OG old girl. haha! well. ya. the hand bag was like 12 bucks?? so cheap!!! for a handbag! yup. plain white. whoo! then went up. smelt the perfumes. MAN ITS BAD!! went away. then to centrepoint. there was this woman who was singing. i thought it was a man. voice damn manly! haha. we went into robinsons. man. smelt dior addict 2. smells good! haha! rui shan's fav but it is smal for 80 bucks la. haha. yup. went around. went into the shades section!!! had tonnes of fun there! teresa kept trying the weirdest shades ever. haha! all damn big!!! but it was fun! haha! FUN FUN FUN!. then went mango. their skirts are cheap. i like the pink one!!! 30 bucks. gr.. bring my mummy over there soon. haha! thats about it. band tmr.

2005-04-30T04:14:00.000-07:00

hmm. i came online to destress((: i m stressing myself out too much. i need a break. argh. yup. many things happened within the past few weeks. hmm. some were just bad. but most were fairly good. other than the really intense studying. yupyup((:

wednesday
english exam!!! gosh. and you should know how badly i suck at it. oh gosh. well the night before couldnt study properly cos of some stuff. yup. dont want to talk bout it. other then sorry to ppl whom i hurt. hmmm. yup. i kept reading the casino articles. haha!! it came out!!! haha!! my freaking newsletter was longer than my LONG essay. yup. oh well. and i wrote question 4. fufilling jobs thing. haha argumentative. makes me think of mrs stephens. man i miss her loads. yup. had maths remedial after the exam then went pastamania AGAIN second time in the week. gosh, i am running out of money. then came home. i skipped piano lessons. as i didnt practice at all throughout the whole week. yupyup. but theory was still on.. and i was guilt-free..

thursday
wellwell. many ppl pon school ahuh. horrible ppl but ya. school was boring and surprisingly all those who ponned were noisy ppl:\ haha. thats why we were so so quiet. haha! yup that teachers said we were heaven??? haha! but we were really quiet la. yupyup. we got ferrero roche cos of that from miss teow. quite suprising huh. yup. and then went bishan for lunch with teresa. ooh yummy.ahuh. man i went home and my freaking air con main switch or sth was like turned off by my father??? NO AIR CON FOR THE WHOLE AFTERNOON!!! that totally sucks. yup. was sweating like hell. bathed three times that day. whoo. talked to jacinta. man. she has bad bad dreams!!! haha!!! yup.

friday
teresa didnt come. great. ahuh.class was much noisier that day. haha. see the noisy ppl ae back! haha. oops. yup ooh ya. i forgot to say..
guitar got gold!!!congrats
yup. it still hurts when i think of band especially that specific time when they announced we got silver. it'll be in my mind. sth i'll not forget. yup. ok shall not talk about it anymore. yup. school was kinda boring. yup. other than the fact i dont get how miss teow actually managed to teach the last chapter of chem, the periodic table, in like freaking last 15 mins???!!!!! how am i going to pass man. i dont know. after school had study group with joanne lucille rachel and victoria. haha! was quite fun. our ice kachang was much better than joanne lucille and rachel's one. less milk! ((: but it came with less ice too.): yup. but it was enjoyable.

sat.
most boring day. studied like hell. did math and everyting oh ya before i forget again
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIYI!!
yup. studied chem till i wanna die. ahuh. was very annoyed by my parents today. they just kept pissing me off!!! ok i must learn anger management. seriously. and my mother bought the pink esprit umbrella that i saw in bishan yesterday. but i still like the mango one. so my mother took the esprit one. haha! yup. boring day. and yup.. found out that people lie like nobody's business. oh well. i am once more leading my old life. boring but simple. ((:

2005-04-16T10:45:00.000-07:00

i have been ages since i have updated. yup. many things happened. well. both and good. yep. i m really worn out haha. although i sleep like 10+ each day but i still am tired. maybe mr tang is correct. oh well. ok let me see. well. we got a freaking silver! oh yeah. silver yes silver after all our hard work!!! we really did work hard oh yes we did. mr chan mr tan the whole band did. we sounded so much better!! yup!! although i still screw the solos. i was crushed cos after all the hardwork, we didnt get what he have originally aimed for. everybody was disappointed. crying scenes were everywhere, it was bad yup. well. guess i'll come back after 2 years and by then w e will be SO prepared. we will reach our target. gold or gold with honours. yup ij band will never die. yes.

2.4 km run today, oh gosh. i think i was nervous or something i didnt sleep well the night before! haha. woke up at 1, 6 and ya woke up every 10 mins after that it sucks. definately. man rjc is sure big! very very big! haha. reached there like half an hour before time. early birds. haha!! yup. it was sure tiring just to walk and see those people panting while running. haha!! yes. and its finally out turn, was supposed to run with alessa haha! same aim and timing somewhere there. didnt run with the band. yup. it was like super sunny rolled up my sleeve didnt want to get another weird tann. and ya. oh gosh the first batch was really fast!!! joan was fast. then soon our turn. ran with much energy at the starting but in the middle i lost alessa!!! I M SORRY! ya. my throat was burning! horrid feeling. ya. saw rachel and lucille on the way, but i didnt have energy to call out to them. only managed to pull rachel a little. after the whole thing my head was spinning badly. nearly black out when was reaching for my waterbottle. it totally sucked la. ya. everybody did well!!! yep! haha just that it was really tiring. ya.

oh ya and on friday, i was really happy!!! why i have food!! whoo. SAKAE SUSHI buffet lucille's treat!!! haha!!! yup i love it! was damn bloated lasted for 2 meals!!! yep 2 big full meals!!! haha!! i want to go there again!! again and again!!!!! yes. haha!!

2005-03-27T05:41:00.000-08:00

ok long time since i've updated. hmm. let me see. well. this week have been quite unforgetful. yup. but in bad ways and good ways la. yup. my maid is no longer with me. sigh. i miss my maid. sigh. well. she cried la. hmm. so going to miss her. didnt go for band.. haha. yup. thats bout it for sat.

Sunday, Easter:
well. i can go to lucille and teresa church!!! yay! hmm. like finally. after begging my parents. sigh. yup. was late. haha. but yup. haha. they sang lord reign in me!!! it has been a long time since i sang that song!!! i love it! yup. there was baptism today. haha. yup. den had lunch! man i was hungry! haha. but i was nice la. yummy. haha den had youth ahuh. den cg?? yup. t was fun. ppl there are really nice!!! vera yong ling beryl sarah joanne sam emily etc. super nice ppl. i hope i can go next week. but i doubt so. cos my mother already told me that i cant. sigh. i love this shop at causeway!!!! so cute make their own soft toy!!! dress it up!!! i love it!!!! ah!!!

2005-03-19T07:19:00.000-08:00

ok. hols are over. sucks. i only went out once!!!! well. ya. on friday. it was enjoyable though. although freaking rachel wasnt there.

friday:
welll. i was quite excited cos i can finally get out of my house!!!! wheee... and ya. we went town(: and yup. lucille and teresa both looked superb!!! dammit. i m jealous. haha! met at like 1.30 at mrt station. haha. yup. i was late as usual. and yup i did some reall weird stuff like nearly getting down at toa payoh station. haha. but thank god lucille stopped me. phew. haha. or else i'll really just walk out of the train la. haha. den at orchard. well. we went lido. but the timeslot for hitch was lik 7 sth??? couldnt make it. so yup we walked all the way to cine!!!! cant believe it but ya. haha. bought tickets from there. den went to eat at kfc again. den we went to heeren to shop first as our movie starts only at 4.40. so yup. shopping!!! muahaha. we didnt shop finish one level la! lucille was sad. haha. she wants to shop more and buy stuff but really didnt have much time. dammit. so watched hitch. its really nice. and funny. haha!! well next movie will be lemony snicket the series of an unfortunate events((: haha. den went back to heeren to shop again. den ya head home after that. we saw st margs girls la. at nydc. bet they jus had band! haah. thank lord. we had tt day off.(: den reached home at like 9. just in time to watch e 9 o'clock show. haha. my maid told my parents that i went to my friends house. but ya. they accepted that one better so i didnt really tell the truth. forgive me. haha. den my father teach me amaths all the way to 12. and the next day i have BAND.

sat, today:
band. band. band. yes. band today. sectionals in the morning. mr chan came for alil while and off he goes. yup. was playing and talking. was ok i guess. den had woodwind sectionals with mr tan. man. he is not very happy today and our sound was really quite bad. but he didnt really lose his temper. he controls quite well. hmmm. but ya. band ended with my horrible growling stomach! went toilet and when i came up saw mr tan he said bye to jacinta den to me. and he rmb my name! haha. oh well. den went to macs for lunch! yummy. poor teresa only had 1.10 bucks. den went home. teresa and lucille are going for this church concert. planet shakers??? haha. yup. den my mother called me. found out bout my maid big tummy! a baby. yup. oh well. went to find new maid but the agency was like closed or sth. yup. den bought stuff la. came home did a card for my auntie as it is her birthday today. well. yup. den i didnt want to play the happy birthday song on the piano so asked my younger cousin to do it instead. well. they were happy i M happy. haha. had cake. drank a little wine. feeling super tired now need to go sleep. hope i can go church tmr. must pray and cross fingers!!!